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Posted: Wed May 19, 2010 2:32 pm
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Posted: Thu May 20, 2010 5:20 am
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Posted: Thu May 20, 2010 10:30 am
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Posted: Thu May 20, 2010 2:39 pm
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Posted: Fri May 21, 2010 9:11 am
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Posted: Fri May 21, 2010 4:48 pm
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Posted: Fri May 21, 2010 6:54 pm
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Posted: Fri May 21, 2010 9:01 pm
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Posted: Sat May 22, 2010 3:53 am
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Posted: Mon May 24, 2010 8:14 pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 01, 2010 6:32 pm
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Posted: Fri Aug 20, 2010 12:06 am
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My parents went from supportive to denial, my mom thinks it's a way for me to feel special and I'm pretty sure my younger brother hates me. For my mom it doesn't matter that I have plenty of other things to feel special about, I have unique skills & seem to have a thing for organizing & preaching -can you say major attention. When I'm at my parents my mom puts serious pressure on me to keep it under wraps so she can avoid questions from her coworkers -law enforcement- ninja . Worst part is I was going to come out to my grandparents and was told not to because it would wreck the family, be all over the family by next year, and she would be the one dealing with all of it. I caved & didn't, which was a major letdown & a step back in the closet crying . To add insult to injury all I ever hear about any more is my flaws, never anything about what I managed or what I'm good at crying . I actually just got back to my apartment last week & it took me until a meeting today to start feeling my normal happy self. I've reached the conclusion that I as my natural Trans self am no longer welcome at my parents home ninja , I basically can't go home any more without feeling seriously lousy. Sorry for the rant but I needed it, that realization was a depressing shock eek crying . Early on I was just going to leave, but something happened and I thought I would stick with them, now I'll call & send cards but it will be a few years before I go back at all -thank you seminary for excuses on the holidays, doing services here or there have this or that going & have to be in town, always solid justifications for not going back.
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Posted: Wed Jun 26, 2013 2:40 pm
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Posted: Sat Sep 14, 2013 1:16 am
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