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Ok i have been studying wicca for about 4 months or so and even when i began studying i found a picture of Cernunnos and i really felt a connectionto him the moment i saw him. Well as of late my girlfreind's mother has died, she had to move back to Puerto Rico becuase of it ,my dog got hit by a car, and my grandfather was diagnosed with lung cancer... so i feel like s**t gonk

well i try to ground and release everynight, and once with out even thinking about almost like blurtting it out i ask cernunnus how all these events are affecting me.........well...........
i suddenly felt like i was in a big feild with white light all around and i saw myself sitting face to face with Him!
Cernunnus! Well he told me that these events are natural and even though they are happening so closely that i should not lose hope....well he got half way through with saying that becuase it was about 11 oclock at night and my mom walked and told me to go to sleep..which pretty much broke my concentration, when i laied down an started to fall asleep (about 15 mins later) i envisioned myself in that place again and we finished our conversation and before he left he said he was going to do this once until after i finish the training i am putting myself through (i am not planning to join a coven but i am makeing myself study for a year and a day so i will know as much as i can)

so i am just asking for anyone who has a good amount knowledge about the gods and contacting them to help dermine if it is just my wishful thinking (i have been hopeing to talk to him for a while) or an actual vision?