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 Posted: Thu Oct 13, 2011 7:25 pm
Axel frowned a little when Roxas denied his entry of the other two sketchbooks. "Alright," he said softly, kissing his lips softly. "Maybe next time then, or the time after that... Whenever you're ready to show me, I'll be here... Maybe we can work on getting you out of here," he told him softly, slipping the sketchbooks from Roxas' arms, never losing eye contact with him so he would trust him. He set them atop the other two then set them on the floor gently. Then he pulled Roxas into his arms again and hold him protectively, laying his head atop Roxas'. "I think I love you, Roxas," he whispered very quietly, closing his eyes in comfort.
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Posted: Thu Oct 13, 2011 8:28 pm
Roxas frowned a little hearing Axel said he wanted to get him out of the hospital. The blonde shook his head again, moving closer to Axel as he removed the books. He knew very well, that he couldn't leave. He couldn't even face his fears and talk to anyone. Roxas didn't say anything in return to the confession, but he did show Axel that he felt the same way by pulling back ever so slightly and kissing Axel on the lips sweetly.
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Posted: Sat Oct 15, 2011 7:46 am
Axel smiled gently at the kiss then resumed his position of resting his head upon Roxas'. He almost didn't react to the shake of Roxas' head when he mentioned getting him out of here. "We'll at least work on getting you to talk, then...at least to me, alright? I wanna hear your beautiful voice again," he told him softly, kissing the top of his head. "And I want to see that gorgeous smile I know you have."
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Posted: Sun Oct 16, 2011 3:40 pm
Roxas frowned again hearing Axel saying he wanted him to talk again. Roxas's eyes moved down to the book again just staring at them. He didn't even want to think about what was in them, but Axel wasn't going to understand why he just couldn't with seeing them. Roxas bite his lip before leaning over and picking up the two books. He had started to shake now as he handed the books to Axel. Tears silently started to burn his deep blue eyes just thinking about the pictures that haunted his dreams. On the front of both the books, the word "nightmares" were craved into them with pencil it seemed. Roxas had been holding them with the covers facing him before, so that wasn't visible.
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Posted: Sun Oct 16, 2011 4:02 pm
Axel frowned slightly as the two books were handed to him. He ran his fingertips across the word "nightmares" then looked up at Roxas. "...Are you sure..?" he asked him softly. He leaned over and kissed Roxas' temple gently. "You don't have to show me right now...not if you're not ready. I don't want to pressure you..," he said softly.
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Posted: Sun Oct 16, 2011 4:27 pm
Roxas looked at up at Axel with a saddened look before looking down at the books. His unsteady hand slowly reaching out and opening the book. The first picture was just a picture of a black mass, but as Roxas flipped the page it was a closer picture of the black mass with a stretch of him in the middle. He was curled up with his hands over his ears. The next page the black mass was gone, but was replaced with a spiral of words coming from the balled up neko. The words didn't really make much sense, but they seemed to all be centered around speaking. "Talk again and he dies", "Talk again and you get to be covered in your brother's blood for three days" , "You are worthless, look at you, you can't even talk," , "Why would he even want someone who can't talk to him or anyone else for that matter?" , "He should have broken you completely and just left you to rot." Were some of the more prominent ones, but not all of them. At that point, Roxas had started to cry again silently. His hand noticeably shaking like a tree as he turned the page again. He didn't stay long on the next few pages. The next few pages, were mostly focused on his sexual abusive. He didn't really stop again until he reached a picture that was extremely detailed. It was of Roxas in a dirty ally dressed as a hooker. He was crying and it was lightly raining. His shirt was torn and his make-up was smeared. The words "You are such a dirty little whore. I can see why Axel like you soo much." were writing into the street building. Parts of the pictures were smeared as well from tears. His hand retreated at the picture as he covered up his mouth to choke back a loud sob.
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Posted: Sun Oct 16, 2011 4:47 pm
Axel kept a silent, sorrow-filled expression on as Roxas showed him the pictures. As soon as he saw the spiral of words he held Roxas closer to himself and kissed the top of his head lovingly. Then, when the picture of Roxas as a hooker was shown, he squeezed Roxas tighter, enveloping him with both arms and pressing Roxas' face into his shoulder, burying his own face in the blond's neck. He rubbed his back with one hand, the other arm wrapped tightly around his waist. "Baby... You're beautiful..," he whispered in his ear before continuing. "Your eyes, your smile...everything about you is beautiful... Your hugs, your warmth and kisses... Your voice... Your beautiful golden hair... Your cute little nose... You're an amazing, broken soul trapped in an angel's body... And I put you there... I'm so sorry..," he told him softly, tears coming to his own eyes.
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Posted: Sun Oct 16, 2011 7:30 pm
Roxas sobbed quietly into Axel's shoulder. He didn't response until Axel said he made him like this. Roxas pulled back shaking his head, before pulling the stretch book to him. He flipped through it to about the middle before looking at Axel. It was a picture of Demyx, but he didn't look like he did now. He looked darker. Roxas had to wipe a few tears before flipping the page, and page after page. It was of Demyx torturing him. Some of the pictures were accurate, some of them were only done to him only in his dreams, but all of them were extremely painful for Roxas to see. The rest of the book was filled with horrifying pictures like that, and when the first book had no more pages Roxas pressed his face to Axel's shoulder and just cried shaking as sobs racked his entire body. Even a month after, he could still feel that sickening touch. He could feel that ghostly aching pain in his broken hand and arm.
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Posted: Tue Oct 18, 2011 7:09 pm
Axel watched as page after page broke his heart a little more. "Baby..," he whispered again, holding him closr to himself and crying along with him. "He won't hurt you anymore..," he sobbed out softly. "I swear to you he won't hurt you anymore... Never... I'll never let him hurt you again..." And he held Roxas as they both cried. It felt so right holding him in his arms. He felt like he could protect him from anything and everything. "Is he why you won't speak..?" he whispered shakily. "Because you're scared he'll hurt you...if you do..?"
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Posted: Tue Oct 18, 2011 8:12 pm
Roxas didn't indicate anything to Axel as an answer to his question, because it was more than just Demyx. He fell apart after Axel left him that day. He couldn't think. He couldn't speak because what would he say if he could? Mom, Dad, I fell in love with one of the men that picked me and Sora up off the sidewalk and locked up in their house? He would have ended up in here just as fast except with Stockholm syndrome as his diagnosis. Roxas stopped talking because the only person he really wanted he was ban from talking to. Yeah, Axel said Demyx wouldn't hurt him anymore, but it wasn't him he was worried about. Demyx didn't say he would hurt him, he said he would hurt Sora, and that was much worse for Roxas.
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Posted: Tue Oct 18, 2011 8:20 pm
Axel frowned a bit and kissed the top of his head before pulling back adn looking into his eyes. "Was it...because I wasn't there..?" he asked softly. "Because I didn't stay with you..?" He ran his fingers through Roxas' hair gently, tears still staining his face. "O-Oh..," he said softly like he remembered something. "How...how is Sora doing..?" he asked softly, kissing his nose before pressing his forehead against Roxas' so their noses were touching as well. He kissed his lips gently then looked into his eyes for answers.
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Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2011 12:26 am
Roxas didn't acknowledge his questions really. He was too wrapped up in his own thoughts about the matter. He couldn't really say it was one or the other even though both was enough to make Roxas complete nuts. Roxas knew he was crazy though.... well now especially. He couldn't exactly keep a straight thought anymore, it was why he had to draw everything that came to his mind. It helped him sort out his brain. Axel just happen to be on his mind a lot so therefore there was a bunch of pictures of him. The blonde's eyes moved to the emerald ones when he started talking about Sora. Roxas smiled just slightly before getting up and a piece of paper. On the piece of paper, Roxas drew a picture of Sora and he was happy again and with little kids. At the bottom Roxas wrote simply, "Sora's new part time job"
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Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2011 9:23 am
Axel smiled as well as he looked at the picture. "That's good... He seems like he would be really good with children," he said softly. "Is he happy doing it?" he asked again in his soft voice. He played with a few strands of Roxas' hair. "The woman at the desk said that he comes and visits you every other day. He's a really good brother. I wish my brother had been as amazing as he is," he told him softly. "She also told me that you had a friend here. What's their name?" he questioned him lightly, kissing his forehead.
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Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2011 1:50 pm
Roxas smiled nodding to Axel's questions. He seemed to really like the subjects they were on now. They were a lot happier topics. They definitely made him feel better. Roxas's mouth opened slightly just for a moment before it closed again, as if he was going to say it, but then stopped himself. He looked at the red holding up a finger up indicating he would be back in a minute. Then the blond stood up and walked outside the room. It wasn't long before he returned, but another person was with him this time.
The teen that was now with him was another neko. He wasn't as small as Roxas was, but he was thin like Roxas. Either of them really ate much here against their doctors advisement. He had silvery white hair like some kind of magical elf and white neko ears to match. As his face turned towards the bed, it became quite apparent that everything wasn't completely okay with this teen. Although he seemed angelic in appearances across his eyes there was a black cloth that covered his eyes. The blonde after entering the room of course reached up and pulled it off of his eyes against the wearer's wants. "Roxas why did you-" the other asked immediately sounding confused until his crystal aquamarine eyes met with the emerald eyes he must have seen reproduced a thousand times over. ".... Holy crap.... I'm not just seeing that right?" Riku asked sounding very excited actually. Roxas only shaking his head with a wide smile as he moved back over to Axel. "Axel, It's so nice to meet you, I'm Riku," Riku said moving over and offering his hand as he took the blind fold back from the blonde.
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Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2011 3:19 pm
Axel blinked a little in surprise when the silvernette knew his name. He shook his hand, staring at him a bit. "Oh, hi... It's nice to meet you, too, Riku," he said a bit awkwardly. He blushed a bit, noticing how awkward he sounded. "Uhm, if you don't mind me asking...why did you have a blindfold on?" He sounded genuinely curious and blinked a few times, taking in Riku's appearance. He glanced over at Roxas and wrapped his arm around his waist, pulling him a little closer to himself.
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