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 Posted: Wed Dec 16, 2009 6:12 pm
It draws on Jewish, gnostic, catholic, pauline, and coptic texts to analyze the supposed true nature of what jesus was trying to do, instead of what he was twisted into...it's all about changing human nature.
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Posted: Fri Dec 18, 2009 12:16 am
Don't really have much to say since I last saw you. Some pets have passed away, while others have come into our lives (and we're hopefully getting a new one soon; a chihuahua puppy). My health isn't what it could be right now, but I'm still trying to improve it. Some days I feel like giving up; I make myself wait until the next day to actually give up, however. Funny the difference a good night's sleep can make. I started working on a novel. Well actually that's technically two now, I started forming ideas for another one. It's a side project though, something that's been kicking around in my head that also lets me take a break from my main story. Sometimes it gets too overwhelming to work on one, so I work on another until that feeling passes. I'm still together with my bf, it's been over five years now that we've been together. If-slash-when we ever do get married it'll be for purely practical reasons, like if something happens to one of us the other can be there in the hospital room, and if I pass first it'll help keep my family from screwing him out of anything I leave behind. Not that they really want it, mind you. It's just they hate me enough to really be that spiteful. Maybe one day I'll actually find out why they dislike me so, but I'm not holding my breath. I got better things to worry about than what my mom's siblings and their children think of me. And that's about it. Not very exciting I know, but I've had my fill of that. I am perfectly content to just do my thing without dealing with seven catastrophes at once.
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Posted: Fri Dec 18, 2009 4:17 am
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Posted: Fri Dec 18, 2009 8:05 pm
Well E, the loss of pets always sucks. As for writing, just let your ideas flow, I did for years, and now they are all slowly coming together in one odd story. I would encourage yoiu to write what you truly want to share with the world, and share it. Don't concern yourself over success if you are, it taints the creative process. I don't even worry about grammer much until I am completely sure it is something I have gotten out clearly enough in message I want to try and edit.
I am never one to judge, but as for your boyfriend, that sounds like an all to common relationship now a days. It strikes me for my own prosperity and self evaluation, is there reason you carry on a realationship like that? I am in a similar type of relationship now, I love the person, but it is more like we are partners in a relationship, where we are friends, and have been through to much together to let the other one go without working on it. Hopefully, things are going to get better, my girl friend is just gettuing out of about six weeks of rehab and grief counceling next tuesday. I think things will get stronger again.
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Posted: Fri Dec 18, 2009 8:06 pm
Bosh, I don't think I recall you? How are you?
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Posted: Fri Dec 18, 2009 8:09 pm
No, I rememeber the barrito of smiting.
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Posted: Fri Dec 18, 2009 8:13 pm
Ithieldin Bosh, I don't think I recall you? How are you? Kicking puppies, punching babies, spitting on women, and slaughtering the innocent... Me'h same old same old borring stuff... Now who wants a free knife filled hug? twisted Just joking. Me I'm an old friend of Uma's before she became a Mod me and 'er use to roam the endless field of newbs helping them... I though mostly yelled alot where she helped. sweatdrop And I come and go running a Gaia Plot guild is hard work... And been dealing with alot of hate for it lately. crying And its Bosch with a c even if my name is said Boss.
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Posted: Fri Dec 18, 2009 8:23 pm
lol...yea...I used to have a wbsite and moderate a rather large forum, not in this areana, but it can be pesky.
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Posted: Fri Dec 18, 2009 8:25 pm
Ithieldin Well E, the loss of pets always sucks. As for writing, just let your ideas flow, I did for years, and now they are all slowly coming together in one odd story. I would encourage yoiu to write what you truly want to share with the world, and share it. Don't concern yourself over success if you are, it taints the creative process. I don't even worry about grammer much until I am completely sure it is something I have gotten out clearly enough in message I want to try and edit. I am never one to judge, but as for your boyfriend, that sounds like an all to common relationship now a days. It strikes me for my own prosperity and self evaluation, is there reason you carry on a realationship like that? I am in a similar type of relationship now, I love the person, but it is more like we are partners in a relationship, where we are friends, and have been through to much together to let the other one go without working on it. Hopefully, things are going to get better, my girl friend is just gettuing out of about six weeks of rehab and grief counceling next tuesday. I think things will get stronger again. My bf and I have been through a lot with each other too. I love him, and I know he loves me, but as far as marriage goes for us it's a piece of paper that aids with some legal issues that will pop up over our lifetimes. It's never something that I ever gave any thought to, and the same applies to him. And we don't have any children to worry about either (thank god for that!) so we can take our time. He's stuck with me through a lot, even throwing my mom out of our house because she tried to get him to leave me. It's been hard lately, but that's because this years depression hit just after Halloween, and I'm not on any medication. Added to that my gp won't prescribe me the ones I take for bipolar disorder because I've had three allergic reactions to three different medications and it's not her field of expertise. I know it's hard on him seeing me like this, but he's been helping me through it as best he can, for which I am very thankful. Edit: Forgot to add, I hope all goes well with your gf. It's good that you're willing to work on problems that come up, especially when a lot of people seem to cut and run when things get tough.
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Posted: Fri Dec 18, 2009 11:02 pm
Perhaps it's not biopolar, they found out my girl friend was miss diagnosed this time around, they thought she was bipolar her whole life, butr she is not, simply clinical depression and anxiety. They have changed her medicine and she is getting out allot sooner.
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Posted: Fri Dec 18, 2009 11:47 pm
For me there's not a whole lot else it can be because I was diagnosed when they put me on Zoloft for depression. The problem with putting someone who's bipolar on an antidepressant is that it induces mania, which is what happened to me. That is good that she is finally diagnosed correctly though, when you are on medication for one thing and you actually have something else, well it makes you feel really shitty.
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Posted: Sat Dec 19, 2009 12:20 am
I know. Thats what happened to my girl friend, partly. I would still recomend another opinion when in comes to pyscotropics.
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Posted: Sat Dec 19, 2009 12:57 am
That's why I went out and got several medical opinions when I was originally diagnosed. smile Every doc I've been to (and it's been at least five) has confirmed the diagnoses. Even still there is always the possibility of error, but I am confident that my diagnoses is accurate.
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Posted: Sat Dec 19, 2009 12:59 am
Good then, you don't want to be misprescibed for a mental illness...believe me.
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Posted: Sat Dec 19, 2009 1:17 am
Technically I was..at least kind of. One doc kept me on a medication for a year and a half that I found out later I am allergic to. I still have side effects from being on it for so long. The doc after that one put me on a different one, but I was allergic to that one too, it put me in the ER. Luckily the doc I have now actually listens when I say, "hey, this makes me feel like crap" and will try something else. I've come to find out that a good doctor is worth more than his weight in gold, lol.
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