Lauren's response:
Help Bob. . .
The truth Made me loose my Owen bff the person that made me want to tell the truth. . . Now since she not there . . . I want to die I want to cry. I want to go and find her and say I'm sorry tell my eyes cry with blood. I love this girl
and for to loose her means I have nothing in life to look foward to. I want to hold her and say I'm sorry and kiss her. I wrote poem for her but, I guess no reason to show them. No reason to love, NO reason to live.
I feel this pain that so bad. I'm chocken my throat tighting up. This this pain. I cant handel... She is the things that makes me want to laugh and smile the thing to make me want to wake up in the mornng and look forward to.
Just something my eyes red and hot with pain. I can't handle it god, I can't. I'm barely breathing reading her words. I'm so sorry, I'm sorry I had to tell the truth for her. She was the reason, I feel like a fuking moron. -whips tears- If you could see this pain and know the feelings.... I dont know anymore
With out her I want to leave. This pain so deep and heavy. My cheeks hot with this I .... I .... I hate it I want to just kill my self with rage and angry out.
Was telling the truth the worse thing I did Bob ?
-throws away poems and cuddles in blanket-
I'm sorry Scarlet .... I Do love you I wasn't lieing ....
My First Response:
I don't believe it. Truthfully I don't....
-sighs-
After some thought:
Well she's young. She's gonna make tons of mistakes. But she's gotta learn. -shakes my head sadly cause I can't believe I'm doing this-
I'll tell her we can be friends...but that's it.
If she needs me, I'm there in a flash. But as for us being romantically involved and as for us getting together...not gonna happen.
-hangs my head-
Don't even know why I ******** try anymore...
Help Bob. . .
The truth Made me loose my Owen bff the person that made me want to tell the truth. . . Now since she not there . . . I want to die I want to cry. I want to go and find her and say I'm sorry tell my eyes cry with blood. I love this girl
and for to loose her means I have nothing in life to look foward to. I want to hold her and say I'm sorry and kiss her. I wrote poem for her but, I guess no reason to show them. No reason to love, NO reason to live.
I feel this pain that so bad. I'm chocken my throat tighting up. This this pain. I cant handel... She is the things that makes me want to laugh and smile the thing to make me want to wake up in the mornng and look forward to.
Just something my eyes red and hot with pain. I can't handle it god, I can't. I'm barely breathing reading her words. I'm so sorry, I'm sorry I had to tell the truth for her. She was the reason, I feel like a fuking moron. -whips tears- If you could see this pain and know the feelings.... I dont know anymore
With out her I want to leave. This pain so deep and heavy. My cheeks hot with this I .... I .... I hate it I want to just kill my self with rage and angry out.
Was telling the truth the worse thing I did Bob ?
-throws away poems and cuddles in blanket-
I'm sorry Scarlet .... I Do love you I wasn't lieing ....
My First Response:
I don't believe it. Truthfully I don't....
-sighs-
After some thought:
Well she's young. She's gonna make tons of mistakes. But she's gotta learn. -shakes my head sadly cause I can't believe I'm doing this-
I'll tell her we can be friends...but that's it.
If she needs me, I'm there in a flash. But as for us being romantically involved and as for us getting together...not gonna happen.
-hangs my head-
Don't even know why I ******** try anymore...