Personal news...

[Eleventyone]

What are Danny germs?  

[El Lubricabre]

I'm probably going to be gone for awhile, not that it really matters, so I was just letting you guys know. I don't know when I'll be back on, since things are shitty right now. I might not even be coming back. Hopefully things will get better so I can post.  

[onime]

I hope you do come back, Sotaru. Until then, take care.  

[Zenzen810]

Fare well Sotaru, Hope things get better for ya.  

[Rem Severem]

*Big hug* Bye Sotaru I'll miss you! heart  

[Maxim Gorky]

I send you my wishes and luck, Sotaru. Bid well.  

[El Lubricabre]

In a surprising short time......

I'm back. Things have settled down and have worked themselves out...atleast to a decent degree...

I've also started working on a book  

[Zenzen810]

Arrggg I hate the dentist. . .my face is all numbed up and it feels like I have a fat lip... I would swear im drooling but I cant feel anything so im not sure.  

[Eleventyone]

hey, i got my teeth tortured today.. my braces got tightened... hopefully for the last time, though.  

[El Lubricabre]

The following probably sounds really emo..but I don't really regard myself as one...
I really have a messed up life. In the past month or two, I've tried to kill myself atleast thirty times if not more. Cutting, burning, sometimes even trying to make poisenous gases from bathroom chemicals. It got better for a little bit, but then sucked again. My parents, like any parents would these days, blame it all on my health. They force feed me pills, regulate what I eat, make me exercise. Just makes it worse. I've been threatened to be sent to a mental hospital dozens of times, but have escaped by saying I've gotten better. I keep lying to avoid trouble. The only reason I would bother posting this, would be because some things are better written down, even if no one reads them. Most of you probably don't care, and I don't blame you. I am crazy. I am not looking for pity or anything. Just the understanding that if I am gone for a really long time, it either means I'm dead or am locked away in the crazy house. I am not joking. A long time would be atleast four months or more. You are now probably labeling me as a freak who talks about their lives too much, and are considering booting me from the guild. I don't really care if you do or not.
Anyone see Advent Children?  

[onime]

Nope. But I want to.

I'll PM you, Sotaru-san.  

[onime]

The movers are coming tomorrow. I'm not sure if they'll take away the internet yet but if not tomorrow than the next day. Then I'll be gone for a few days. Wish me luck on the move & all of you take care while I'm gone. Ciao.  

[Eleventyone]

I have seen advent children! i HATE the goddamned military! it came out last tuesday, correct? WE'RE STILL WAITING FOR IT! after so many release dates missed, when it finally comes out, we ain't gettin' it. Sometimes i hate living in europe.



Sotaru, I have nothing to say to you that won't sound like pity, but if you ever need any of us, we're here.

Good luck, kai!  

[Zenzen810]

Yea I rented Advent Children, it has to go back today so I am going to watch it again, hopefully I will have a friend over he has been dieing to see it too.

I do hope things get better for ya Sotaru, and just remember: You have friends here.  

[Dragoness90]

I saw advent children! its awsome!!!


heh well I want to apologise for being MIA for so long. I'm addicted to this online game called Silk Road online. (( www.silkroadonline.com )) I'm gonmna try to get back into the rp and spend less time on the game..course now I have a job to so I don't have much time to do anything when I get home....





same as Kai. if you have AIM: Dragonwings1190 YIM: dracofan90.