Darkest Knight

[Jezbel]

"Are you ok?" He looked... almost shaken to her and she wondered what happened.  

[sunchaser9000]

He nodded slowly, his breathing coming out in ragged gasps as he tried to get control over his emotions and memories. Andrei turned his head from her, not wanting her to see the small blood red tear that slid down his cheek. "It is truly a miracle to be able to feel again. Even to feel the bad feels good. I thank you."  

[Jezbel]

She frowned, not really appeased "Your welcome I guess.. though I can assure you feeling the bad gets old real fast so I hope it doesn't happen too often for you."  

[sunchaser9000]

He shook his head, "No, Reka, I cherish all feelings...centuries without feeling anything allows me to appreciate feeling everything. And I will have many happy moments with you I am sure. Eventually it will all balance out."  

[Jezbel]

She gave a wry smile "We can hope anyway. What does Reka mean?"  

[sunchaser9000]

"Ecstasy. It is the only word that I can think of to describe what it is you have given me. You are my reka."  

[Jezbel]

She blinked in surprise "I think your over exaggerating a bit.. I didn't really do anything. It was all coincidence that I happened to be near you tonight.."  

[sunchaser9000]

"You do not understand, Medley." He stretched his hoof out to her. "Let me show you what it was like for me. Perhaps then you will understand."  

[Jezbel]

She gave him a wary look "Show me how?"  

[sunchaser9000]

"Allow me to guide your mind into mine. You will have access to every memory, which will allow you to see how barren the years have been. I will be able to hide nothing from you. Nor would I want to...there is no untruth between lifemates."  

[Jezbel]

"That seems a bit intrusive. Are you sure? I don't want yo make you uncomfortable.." She wasn't sure she'd be comfortable herself but it was his mind he wanted to open up..  

[sunchaser9000]

"It isn't intrusive to me. I am used to sharing my mind with my brother. And lifemates must touch minds often. I have no intention of intruding on your mind though. That is a gift I would like to know that I earned. You should know that this will establish a link though. You will be able to enter my mind if you wish it, to know what I am thinking, what I'm feeling, whenever you wish. At least when you are in my presence."

((*bops Andrei* He's so damned wordy...I keep trying to cut him back...but he keeps on talking...))  

[Jezbel]

"Well if your sure... and I doubt I'll be spying on your mind often."  

[sunchaser9000]

"Do not be alarmed. Follow the trail I'll leave in your mind." He tentatively found her mind and gently entered. "You may tell me to stop at any point, Reka."  

[Jezbel]

"Oookkkkk" Not really sure what to do but kind of following his lead for the mental stuff and tentatively reached out to his mind