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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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 Posted: Thu Jul 25, 2013 9:45 pm
Sora relaxed back into Demyx’s comforting arms listening to him confide in him. Sora’s eyes dulled as he started at the tiled bathtub wall. He could feel tears starting to form as he listened to Demyx, but he couldn’t help himself. The more and more he listened to Demyx try and comfort him, the more he felt like all he was doing was just completely replacing Riku with Demyx. Riku was supposed to be with him forever… they had made so many promises…. And now they were all broken… “Demyx… how do I pick up the pieces of my life?” Sora asked softly as he shed a single tear just staring at the white tiles. All he wanted was for Riku to pull him into his arms and make the world disappear, but now all he could think about was Riku really wanting Roxas… and he couldn’t look at Roxas without thinking about that either… Sora just wanted time when he was happy to come back…
Axel smiled a little. “Well, it really isn’t appropriate to call you that when we aren’t dating now is it?” Axel said softly as he snuggled in with Roxas. It was a nice feeling to not feel guilty about holding the person he loved. “What! I did no such thing, I called you that because it was the first thing that popped into my head. My subconscious just happens to be good at remembering what you like. It is a very useful trait.” Axel said with a smirk as he placed a small kiss on his cheek, before looking up at the t.v. The movie had just got to the menu screen.
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Posted: Fri Jul 26, 2013 5:42 pm
Demyx frowned slightly at Sora's question. He held him closer and buried his nose in his shoulder and neck as he thought of his answer. Sora was in such a fragile state... it hurt him to see him so hurt. Finally, he replied. "Very excruciatingly slow and carefully. You have to make sure to not catch the sharp edges, and if you do get cut, I'll be right here to fix you all up," he whispered to him. "I know it's easier to just get a brook and dustpan and sweep it all up, but...to properly piece it back and fix it...you have to do it slowly... If you let me help, though... I think it'll be a much faster process with two people instead of just one. And I'll use duct tape. That fixes everything, right? I'll even let you pick out the colour," he told him, trying to cheer him up just a bit. He wanted to see Sora's beautiful smile again, but at this point he had no clue how long that was going to take to reveal itself from the veil of sorrow.
Roxas giggled a little as he let Axel hold him close and snuggle. "I really...really hope we make it through this week without any major fights... I'm tired of being alone...and I'm tired of missing how warm I always am in your arms...and your kisses...and how you always make me feel special..." He leaned back against his shoulder and sighed happily as his eyes found the television screen. He looked at it, a content smile on his lips as he waited for Axel to press play on the remote.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Sep 03, 2013 10:01 pm
Sora chuckled a little at the duct tape comment. Demyx was so ridiculous. The smile faded softly as Sora just slightly leaned into Demyx’s arms. He stayed there for a few minutes just feeling the other’s heartbeat against his back before he climbed out of the tub. The water had almost gone cold now, and Sora was starting to feel repercussions of the day starting to weigh him down. “I think I am going to lay down and take a nap, did you want to join me?” Sora asked softly as he took one of the towels from the towel rack and wrapped it around himself. Maybe sleeping away some of the grogginess of the day would help him make it through until tomorrow.
Axel smiled at Roxas. “It is funny that you say these things, because I have been dreaming that you would say them to me for the longest time. Honest, I have been hoping we would get back together since day one, even when I was mad, I never wants us to be apart… I just knew that you need your space, and I needed to give it to you before you left and never came back. I can’t tell you how happy I am that you came back to me and didn’t leave me for any of the hundreds of guys that looked at you daily.” Axel said softly as he held onto his blonde love. He couldn’t even begin to tell Roxas how lucky he felt getting to be his boyfriend again. The redhead looked up at the tv before moving on the menu to the play option and clicking it. Then with a smile, he set the remote down and completely settled in for the movie.
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Posted: Tue Sep 03, 2013 10:22 pm
Demyx had to smile when he got Sora to laugh, if only just a little bit. He was happy to hold Sora in his arms as long as the brunette wanted him to. And he did. He hold onto him, running his hands gently up and down Sora's upper arms as he hugged him and rested his chin on top of the spikey head of hair. He just as easily let him get out of the tub when he wanted to, though. Demyx was only too happy to stand from the tub and drain it before grabbing the second towel from the rack and wrapping it around himself. "I'll be more than happy to keep you company, Sor," he said warmly, eyes shining happily. At least Sora was letting him in now, kind of. He moved into the bedroom and got Sora out some boxers and an over-large T-shirt before finding a pair of his own boxers and sleep pants tucked away in Sora's drawer. He threw all of the clothes on the bed and dropped the towel from around his hips. He caught it in one hand and made sure he was completely dry before sliding the two bottoms onto himself. He put his fists on his hips and smiled at Sora before saluting him. "Pants on and ready for sleepy-time, Cocoa," he told him with a playful glint in his eyes. He wanted to see that smile one more time before he went to sleep...
Roxas looked up at the redhead, nothing but happiness and love in his eyes to warm Axel's heart. "I don't understand how I felt like this wasn't just...completely right," he whispered, snuggling into Axel's embrace some more. His eyes stayed open just long enough for the opening then slipped closed, completely engulfed in the redhead's warmth.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Dec 16, 2013 10:04 pm
Sora smiled weakly back at his friend. If Sora had nothing more, he had a friend in Demyx, and for now…. That was all that Sora needed to keep on existing. If he had but one friend, he could continue onwards. Sora could live without Roxas, he had done it before. Sora could live without Riku, he had done it before. But what Sora had never been able to do was continued on by himself. Sora needed another person to be attached himself to, but he was tired of being betrayed. He just wanted an honest and truly relationship that wasn’t going to crumble right when he needed it the most. He needed to stop looking for a significant other and start looking for foundation… Maybe Demyx could be his foundation. Sora laughed again at Demyx’s antics. Same old Demyx trying to cheer him up. “Yes, time for sleepy-time.” Sora told Demyx back for a moment before climbing into the bed and snuggling into the comforter, blankets, and pillows.
Axel smiled at his Roxas as he held the other. The feeling was so comforting, Axel could feel his body giving in to pull of sleepiness. “I don’t blame you for feeling that way though, I understand that I can be handful.” Axel spoke softly in return with a small yawn. “Whatever the reason, I just hope you know this is right now,” Axel mumbled kissing Roxas’s forehead gently as they laid there. His eyes slipped closed after he finished speaking, and he started to doze off.
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Posted: Mon Dec 16, 2013 11:34 pm
Demyx all but grinned when Sora laughed. God, he loved that he could make him laugh even at a time like this. He slid beneath the covers happily and wiggled until he was right up against Sora. “Permission to cuddle?” he asked softly, waiting a moment before sliding his arms around Sora and holding him protectively. He laid on top of the brunette and rested his cheek on the teen’s shoulder, nuzzling a little into his neck as he cuddled up to his friend. “Sweet dreams, Sor… I’ll be here when you wake up,” he mumbled from beneath the covers considering everything but his eyes and forehead were buried in the comforter. “I promise.”
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Dec 26, 2013 11:28 am
Sora nodded a little looking up at Demyx before wrapping his arms around the other. Demyx's body felt so familiar to his fingertips as they instinctively rested at Demyx's hip, but his mind felt clouded. There was a part of him that needed to be close to Demyx, that needed the other's physical being next to him, but Sora's mind.... it couldn't believe in the other. He couldn't physically make himself trust Demyx. Not after today... As the other laid next to him, Sora closed his eyes trying to push away the thoughts of betrayal and just be with Demyx. It wasn't his fault that Riku and Roxas made the choices they did. Sora's mind felt like it was in a never ending war, and Demyx's statement didn't seemed to help the brunette much. Sora honestly felt like he couldn't trust the other not to leave him, but he knew he should give him the benefit of the doubt. "... okay.." Sora whispered softly to the other before he quieted completely and pretended to go to sleep. He ended up laying there for another hour just thinking, but Demyx didn't need to know that.
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Posted: Sat Dec 28, 2013 1:33 pm
Roxas grunted a little as he woke up, neck craned at an awkward angle. His brows knit together as he realized he was encased in warmth. He let his eyes flutter open and he tilted his head up to see Axel. His Axel. His beautiful, patient, loving Axel. A bright smile crossed his lips as he leaned up and planted a kiss on his cheek. They had fallen asleep after Roxas had actually opened up to the redhead. He looked over himself and saw a blanket there. Confusion set in again. Maybe Saix? He leaned forward on the couch as much as he could and looked at the table, seeing Saix with his usual cup of coffee reading the newspaper. He caught the little smile on the older man’s face and rolled his own eyes. Definitely Saix. He snuggled back down against Axel’s side and sighed in content. He was happy. After so long, he fixed his mistakes and was happy. Huddled beside Axel, he looked over the living room. Everything was perfect. The decorations, the atmosphere, the tree… Christmas was a week away. His eyes widened. Oh, no. They still all needed to go Christmas shopping. “s**t. Axel! Axel, we still haven’t gone Christmas shopping! We need to go! We need to go today!” he began in a panic, sitting in distress. It hit him, though, and when it did his shoulders slumped and eyes dulled. Sora… Sora was still upset. Everything that had happened yesterday… I need to talk to him. I need to talk to Sora. Now. Soon, he told himself. The words Axel told him last night finally sunk in. It was Roxas’s fault that they were growing apart. It wasn’t Sora’s fault at all. Roxas was pulling away from Sora, and he had had it all wrong the whole time. The reason Sora needed Demyx was because he didn’t have Roxas anymore. “Oh, God, I’m a terrible brother,” he whimpered and dropped his face into his hands. Roxas was having too many thoughts going through his head two minutes after he woke up.
Demyx woke up with a smile on his lips. He was still cuddled with Sora, but their positions had changed. Now, Sora was curled up against the blond’s chest while Demyx himself was wrapped completely around him. Ironically correct, he mused. He rolled over slightly to look at the clock. It was four in the morning. He never woke up at six in the morning. Oh, yeah… They had gone to bed somewhere around three in the afternoon for a nap. What a long nap. He completely engulfed Sora in his arms again and nuzzled into his neck while he waited for the brunette to wake up. Hopefully he woke up soon because Demyx wasn’t leaving the bed until his eyes were open and Sora knew he was there to keep his promise.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Jan 08, 2014 11:43 am
Axel groaned a little at the sudden lost of his cuddle buddy and the yelling that ensued along with it. Axel couldn't remember the last time that he had gotten that good of a sleep. He just didn't sleep right without someone in his arms. Maybe some people liked sleeping alone or found most people uncomfortable to sleep with, but Axel just like wrapping his warmth around other person and sleeping. It was a good way for him to give off extra body heat since he was normally burning up. As Axel slowly let the idea of continuing his sleep fade, he realized through his grogginess that Roxas was in a panic about something like he normally was. He never could just relax for more than five second without finding something to flip out over, but Axel was okay with Roxas's high strung nature. It kept him on his toes, so he never really got bored of Roxas.
The redhead sat up lazily, only tuning in for the "we need to go today" part of the message as he wrapped his arms around the other and laid his head on his shoulders. Axel even half-asleep could tell something had bothered the blonde besides being late for something Christmas related, most likely Sora. Yesterday was probably sinking in for Roxas. As the blonde mumbled something about being a terrible brother, Axel frowned. "You aren't a bad brother, I think Sora just really needs to know that you are his brother and it doesn't matter what happens, you will always love him, even if you can't always be with him. I mean you both had to have known that one day you would grow apart, not completely but you know some breathing room." Axel said caringly with a little playfulness at the end when he was taking about how close the two were.
Sora didn't seemed to even budge a little until around 6:30, even with Demyx moving around. It was almost like he had just put himself into a coma with as much asleep he was getting. Only confirmed by the fact that when he did start to wake up in Demyx's arms, he just roll over so that he wasn't facing Demyx, before trying to fall asleep again. Maybe if he just stayed asleep forever, he wouldn't have to leave his room... and he wouldn't have to face Roxas or Riku or Axel or anyone else. He had one person, Demyx, and he could live on the rest of his days just sleeping there in Demyx's arms. Maybe it was a bit of a stretch as far as most plans went, but Sora didn't need concrete. He needed something that his half-asleep brain would accepted before allowing him to sleep more. At least when he was asleep he didn't have to face the real reality of his scatter world.
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Posted: Tue Jan 21, 2014 10:36 pm
Roxas let Axel hold him as the dread of coming to realization that he sucked as a brother sunk in. “I need to talk to him. I need to talk to him now and get it over with before any other s**t comes between us do to my issues,” he told him, standing from the couch. Before Axel could protest any, Roxas marched himself right up to Sora’s door...and paused with his fist raised to knock. It didn’t cross his mind that the sun wasn’t even up. He didn’t even think about Sora still being asleep. He just...chickened out. His hand trembled as he stared at the blank door. What was he going to say? Sorry? Yeah, like that would even qualify for all he’d done to hurt him. Slowly, he took in a deep breath and knocked gently on the door. “Um...Sora? I...don’t know if you’re awake, but we were going to go Christmas shopping today, if you wanted to come. ...I’d like for you to come,” he called in an almost timid voice through the door. Then he retreated to the couch and sat with Axel again. “Oh, God, I’m such a wimp. I’m such a ******** wimp,” he chanted, dropping his face into his hands once again. “I need a shower. I need a shower to calm myself down. I’ve gotta… I’ve gotta take a shower,” he began to repeat and stood once again, going straight back to Axel’s room and shutting the door.
Demyx frowned a little when he heard a knock and Roxas’s voice at the door. He looked over at the sleeping Sora and rolled over, pressing his chest against his back as his arm wrapped around him. “Hey, Sor? I think it’s time to get up,” he told him softly, snuggling up to him once again.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Jan 23, 2014 7:22 am
Axel frowned at Roxas's need to get it resolved right this second. Would Sora forgive Roxas? Of course. Sora absolutely, without a shadow of a doubt, loved Roxas more than anything in the world and could never stay mad at his twin brother, but he needed time. Yesterday was probably one of the worst days of his life, and Sora needed time to let that heal before he could come to grips with Roxas. Marching in there and confronting the brunette about it was only going to make it worse because Sora didn't want to handle it right now. If Roxas had been the one comforting him originally, maybe things would have been different. As Roxas retreated back to him, Axel opened his mouth to say that maybe Roxas wasn't ready for this either, but Roxas cut him off. "....okay.." Axel mumbled after listening to start to go crazy on him. The redhead pressed his hands to his face after watching the blonde run off. Why did everything always have to be absolutely perfect for Roxas to be even slightly okay? Why couldn't he ever just leave something alone? Sora was going to be okay, he just needed time, and everyone seemed to understand that except Roxas. Axel sucked in a deep sigh before breathing out slowly. Usually this was how he often lost his temper, but he was trying to be better. The redhead calmly then stood up off the couch himself and join Saix at the kitchen table for coffee. Maybe Roxas just needed his space right now, too.
The brunette mumbled something into his pillow at Demyx's words before he shook his head and grew silent again. Leading one to believe he probably said something like "no, I don't want to," but honestly in his tired state, it could have been anything. He didn't exactly sleep all that soundly .
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Posted: Sun Oct 19, 2014 4:41 pm
Roxas leaned against the wall in the shower, eyes closed and breathing deeply, just letting his skin feel the water showering down upon it. He needed to calm down or none of this would be fixed. He had pushed Sora away for so long. Now he needed to take certain steps to get closer again, some of which he hoped weren't broken for good. "I'm such an a**," he muttered, breathing out as he looked up at the ceiling. There was a deep frown set upon his lips as he stared blankly up at it. Slowly, he began to actually clean himself, scrubbing his hair, body dragging at a snail's pace. He was kind of wishing Axel would be spontaneous and join him, but he was sure Axel knew better than to bother him during a freak-out moment. He just wanted to feel his arms around him.
Demyx chuckled softly at Sora's mumbling. "Sora, Sweetie," he said softly, hugging the brunette closer to himself and sighing softly. He buried his nose in those brown spikes and berathed in deeply, inhaling his scent with a smile.
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UnDeadReaper95 Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed May 06, 2015 1:13 am
Axel slowly allowed himself to wake up from his groggy state as he drank coffee with Saix at the table. It was way too early to be up and about with nothing really time-demanding to do today. They could go shopping at any time, why did they all have to be awake right now? Shortly after sitting down with Saix at the kitchen table, he had glanced at a clock and realized that it was about 6:40 in the morning. Ughh, Axel didn't even want to think of what normally when on other than sleeping at this hour. Of course, Axel couldn't even go back to sleep at this point, because he knew that Roxas was already awake. Without the blonde to sleep next to, he wasn't going to sleep the same, and plus, the blonde would mostly likely just get upset that Axel just went right back to sleep after he left for his shower. Axel knew as soon as he woke up to the sound of Roxas having one of his moments that he wasn't getting anymore sleep, but it was nice to think about the possibility of sleep, in a nostalgic kind of way.
After about twenty minutes, Axel had finished his cup and glanced up to see that it was a little pass 7 o'clock. He probably should at least go and check on Roxas. Axel knew that when Roxas ran off to do thinks like shower, it was just an excuse to get some alone time, but the redhead still liked to go in every now and then and make sure the blonde hadn't exploded into a puddle of stress and emotion. Standing up, the redhead glanced at Saix for a moment. "I guess, I am going to make sure that he is okay by himself," the redhead stated, his words seemed cautious in their direction. The blue haired male, in turn, nodded back as a way of signalling to Axel that if yelling ensued, he would go in and save him. With the sign of reassurance, Axel then started back towards his room. The door was a good sign that Roxas hadn't had a complete meltdown, yet, so Axel proceeded in farther.
Hearing the shower still going, Axel walked up to the bathroom door and found that door unlocked as well. Also, a good sign. "Hey baby, I just wanted to come and check up on you. You have been in here for a while, and I wanted to make sure you were okay. I'm not trying to ruin your mellowing process or anything, so if you still want to be alone, feel free to tell me to get out, I just wanted some kind of confirmation you weren't in complete distress." Axel stated as he peeked his head in just enough to see the shower curtain. He wasn't completely sure that he was allowed into the space, although Roxas had left the door open. Of course, Axel also found the irony in all this, seeing as he was giving permission to Roxas to kick him out of his bathroom and possibly even his own room. Sora and Roxas really did need to make up fast. They couldn't keep pretending that they didn't inhabit the same room.
Sora groaned a little as Demyx said his name and hugged him closer. "ughh, Dummmm hmmummum...why can't we just pretend that the world doesn't exist outside this room? I mean... even just a little while longer..." Sora mumbled. His words were becoming more coherent, but it was obvious that he was still exhausted. The extra sleep they had gotten from going to sleep in the late after didn't really seem to help the brunette through the massive toll that was taken out of him yesterday. With the brunette's face pushed into his pillow, you couldn't really see the massive bruise that had continued to spread on his face through the night, but it was pretty ugly looking now. It looked like have of his face got hit with a boulder. The only thing that was left was for it to do was blacken and lose some of the red coloring it still had. Sora had still been asleep when Roxas knocked on the door. In fact, he didn't even really start to wake up until Demyx started to try and wake him up, therefore, he didn't even realize that Roxas wanted to talk to him.
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Posted: Thu May 07, 2015 11:57 am
Roxas had finished scrubbing his upper body before his mind left him once more, and he paused, eyes going vacant. He only came-to once more when he heard Axel's voice. Axel had come to check on him? Since when did that happen? Usually the redhead would leave him be until he had calmed himself, because he knew he would probably get lashed out at.
He peeked through the curtain and looked back at Axel, with awe in his eyes. Holy hell, his boyfriend had grown some balls when dealing with him. It made Roxas oddly happy.
He felt his heart lift meekly as he stepped out of the shower, leaving it running, and took the few steps to Axel. He reached forward and took hold of Axel's hand that was holding the door ajar just enough, looking up at his boyfriend with a little smile as he pulled him all the way into the room.
"Thank you," he said softly, looking down at the floor in shame. He ran away from Axel again when he started having problems. But Axel had followed him this time.
It wasn't until he focused a little as he looked downwards that he realized for twenty minutes he had been in the shower and forgot to even take his boxers off. His heart fell heavy once more.
"I need to fix things with Sora," he said, voice having a desperate undertone to it as he looked back up at Axel. "I can't even think straight enough to undress properly to shower. I'm a mess," he whispered and leaned forward into Axel's chest.
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Posted: Thu Jul 09, 2015 1:11 am
Axel tried to give his boyfriend a small smile to show he was happy that he was responding to him, but it was kind of hard not to be a little disturbed. The boy had gotten into the shower with his underwear still on. Was Roxas really that messed about this? "Look Roxas, I know that you probably scared to do it, but I think you really need to fix things with Sora. Definitely soon rather than later by the looks of it." Axel stated as he reached over and grabbed a towel from the rack. "Obviously, you can't function while you are so concerned with Sora being upset at you, plus Sora had a really hard day yesterday. He probably really needs his brother to comfort him. I mean I know that Demyx is with him, but Demyx can only do so much. Sora probably needs someone that knows him better. I know that lately that you both haven't been super close, but you do know him." Axel told Roxas calmly in a concerned voice as he wrapped the blonde up in the towel.
As he wrapped the blonde up in the towel, the redhead softly wrapped his arms around Roxas and leaned down so that he could gently kiss Roxas's cheek over his shoulders. "I think everyone in the household would sincerely appreciate that no one was fighting for once, especially since we all have to live under this one roof, and the holiday is coming up, of course." Axel continued to tell the blonde in a concerned, calm voice. He wasn't trying to be pushy. He was merely trying to resolve this situation before it blew up into something that was out of control. Yesterday was definitely out of control. Today didn't have to be though.
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