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I must say, after spending 15 months unable to have any contact with my boyfriend except by phone, it really changed our relationship, and it's much better. We actually crave deep conversations about spiritual ideas more than we crave physical affection right now. Since we have a couple of years to go until we feel we're ready to get married, that's a great thing. It's actually very freeing to not have to continually fight against feelings and urges that could get us into serious trouble!

i know what you mean muse. it was very liberating in a sense when i went off to school, my girlfriend had just moved so we put things on hold---and though we weren't being tempted to do hardly anything, the feeling that there was NONE of the little temptations to do whatever, was really nice. and part of that was my immature sense of freedom that i got, new experiences coming forth and the opportunity to maybe start over with someone else and all, but in the end it all came back to this one person. so, to be able to talk with her on the phone and send messages is still great. the fact that we don't the chance to talk muc makes the instances when we do all that more enjoyable and important. i don't have to worry about anyhting in those regards, except when to call. its nice.

and while that little rant was SLIGHTLY off topic (or way off topic, hahahaha) i think i can tie it back in...because if we had been french kissing it might have been harder to seperate like we did, and i can guarantee that we would have been tempted to do things that weren't right. i'm glad we had boundaries, they make things more special.

imagine that, hahahaha

nk(s-k) is wondering about life...and then remembers that he spends it allon here