Things have been stressing me out a lot lately. A lot of things have been going on. My main concern though is my grades. I'm not doing well at all. I was out of school for two weeks for ******** bronchitis. Damn... So... Naturally, I'll have a lot of make-up work to do. It's throwing me off big time. I even have a BOOK REPORT overdue! ********! crying
The finals are tomorrow. Oh. My. God. I'm going to die. The test is about EVERYTHING we have done in math. Evil teachers! Christ... I think I want to die now. Just shoot me. Anywayz... Are people even reading this??? If you are, comment you evil bastards! If there's no one I don't care. I just need something to vent to instead of someone. 3rd Quarter is over at the end of this week and THANK GOD for that. Also, Spring Break is all week next week. Oh my god... I want it so bad.
When break is here I'll have to stay away from home as much as possible to avoid my coldhearted b***h of a mother. Sometimes I can't even believe that I relate to that woman. This whole thing is a long, long story. Yesterday I broke down crying at the worst thought possible. If my dad ever got injured or really sick his medical choices would be in my MOTHER'S hands. She wouldn't know what to do. It kills me... She isn't a smart woman, at all. I'm smarter than she is in a lot of aspects. It's really sad. That whole thing sounds irrelevant to the subject, doesn't it? It's not... It ties to the original problem. I feel like I could slap the living ******** out of her. I regret not going to school today. I was stressed all day at my mom. In order for anybody to understand my feelings towards her they'd have to know her and see and hear her. She is just such a b***h. I wish my parents would just get a ******** divorce. Things are SO much happier when they are apart. I swear to god... I am about to go to the ******** vet's office and steal one of their horse tranquillizers. That should calm my mom down a bit. xd twisted Heh heh heh...
Onto another problem... Laurel and I are currently fighting. Bleh... I hate it when we fight. When we fight it's always a really big deal. We always get extremely mad at each other. I've noticed this for every fight we've had. This time she's pissed at me for talking about Jack around her. I understand why, but it's just all so stupid. I've changed a lot of bad traits for her. She doesn't realize that. That pisses me off the most. She calls me stubborn. I know I'm stubborn. This whole fight goes way farther than just me simply talking about Jack. I wasn't even talking ABOUT him either. This whole thing is annoying and stupid. I've noticed she seems to find a lot wrong with me. I wonder a lot of the time why I'm even a friend to her.
Aren't I just a ball of sunshine today? biggrin stare
Smoking Flamingo · Wed Apr 06, 2005 @ 07:21am · 2 Comments |