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Ariel Gemini
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 @ 04:33am

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	I can't talk to anyone I can't talk to my boyfriend, I can't talk to my sister, my friends, my family, no one. Two things in my life keep coming up that bother me: -My mother being a stoner which gets worse every goddamn day. -st with Shelby keeps coming up and I left her to leave all that yet it still follows me. I try to talk to Johnny. When I talk about mom, he says "I don't want to hear you talk about your mom like that." I try to talk about st with Shelby and he says either, "I accepted my best friend when he does drugs" or "Why do you care what people say?" I talk to my sister, all she says is "Hmm" cuz she can't say much. I try to talk to friends, they tell me "Well you can't talk to your boyfriend about it" (when referring to how I can't talk to him) and obviously they aren't there either. Mom is too stoned to ******** care. Dad's philosophy isn't much help either, but it's all I got pretty much. He'd just tell me to get over it in the end. It's good advice, but not much comfort. Right now, I need comfort. All I have is a journal and a school counselor who keeps smiling and says, "Have a nice day"

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jedi_master_tenku
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Commented on: Wed May 23, 2007 @ 06:28am

Commented on: Wed May 23, 2007 @ 04:12pm


	Hi Ari, I know I can't sympathize much given the age gap and the whole out - of - that- playfield (I'm not in school and I haven't experienced being in the situation you are in) and all, but don't ever forget you can talk to me. I may not know how to handle situations like that, but I do understand people's feelings to a point. I'm always here for you okay? ** Actually, you can't talk to me for obvious reasons as net time and country difference, but you can mail me if you really have no one to talk to. I reply slower here than in my work email, but either will suffice. I hope you get over this cycle of your life though. It will get worse, and when it hits rock bottom, then you'll have to define who you truly are fundamentally, and go up from there. Its a long tiring painful process... but continue to look up and look forward. One day, all those hardships will be a bittersweet memory you'll remember as a definitive point in your life. Have fun!

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Ariel Gemini
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Commented on: Thu May 24, 2007 @ 02:15pm


	Nae: Would PMs on Gaia work? I don't think I have your email @.@ And thank you :3 I'm feeling a bit better now Tenku: x3 Hug~!

Commented on: Wed May 30, 2007 @ 05:27pm


	^_^ PMs here work. I check every other day or so. If you want faster replies, my work email is better at dianne.tan@ge.com ^_^ Feel free to contact me any time.

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The_Martyr
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Commented on: Tue Jul 17, 2007 @ 05:09am


	You know you can talk to me, Ari. D: Hug? :3

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