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      the [ TOE ] t a g


      » she { NAMED } m e;; Audi Bryant
      » candles { BLOWN } o u t;; 16. A moment that might last a l i f e t i m e.
      » public { PERSONAL } s t u f f;; Adam was packing but e v e had the power
      » history { BOOKS } b u r n t;; French/American
      » touch { ME } g e n t l y;;I like c u r v e s and { COLLARS }
      » i { LOVE } g r e e n;; Full time, headlining, eye popping, jaw dropping magician.



      judge [ MY ] f a c e


      » my { TINTED } s h a d e s;; The right is green, the left is grey.
      » grown { SINCE } birth;; Five feet and one inch.
      » the { SCALE } reads;; 102lbs if you ask her yourself.
      » beauty { IN } g l a s s;; Her { b o n e } structure || screams || touch her! touch her!

      With multicolored eyes and burning red hair, Audi is something that is bound to catch your eye. While she has never been the most beautiful or the most attractive girl. She has the type of personality that causes everyone's eyes to be on her, which is why she has the headlining spot in Dolor. Her skin is cream colored and makes her hair contrast even more. Despite rumors that her hair has been dyed, it's a natural fire red. The air around Audi is one of confidence and a wonderful sense of humor. She constantly has a smile on her face and never seems to show any other emotion.

      Audi's personal fashion is unique, even for the Dolor community. She wears layers upon layers upon layers, or hardly anything at all. Comfortable with her body, she likes to show off her legs and neck, feeling that they are her most desirable attributes. Her favorite accessories consist of dozens of silver bangles that are always found around her wrists and ankles, as well as a black ribbon with a white heard pendant choker. Fond of combat boots and dresses with so many straps, you wonder how she got dressed without choking herself, her fashions always make a statement about her mood that way. Audi is a very expressive person, and her clothes just happen to be another outlet that helps her tell the world about her day.

      Another minor thing that not many people know about Audi's clothing, is that she makes them all herself. She's always had a passion for designing, and since she never pursued that particular endeavor, she uses herself as a model and canvas. Her clothes are also important to her act. Since she makes her own costumes, as well as her assistants, her dozens and dozens of props are usually hidden within the pockets and linings.

      Audi has only one tattoo. It's a small devil's wing on her left shoulder blade. The tattoo is symbolic of her past and present sins in her life, and how she knows the path she's taken is not necessarily the right one. She believes that once she has done a great deed, that she'll feel it's okay to get the matching angel wing on her left shoulder blade. The tattoos will match two of her bracelets, which are silver and hold an angel wing and a devil wing charm. They are two of the most important props of her act. She has many piercings in the cartilage of her ear, as well as her lip and one in her eyebrow.



      my [ MAGIC ] b o o k


      » my { SOCALLED } h o m e;; The one and only Dolor club.
      » curse { THIS } t i t l e;; Headliner. Audi would no nothing less.
      » my { MAGIC } h a t;; Audi would be classified as an illusionist, when really, she is more of a conscious manipulator. Audi has the ability to slowly break into the subconscious and make the person believe they see something they don't, in fact. She's sort of a hallucinogen herself. The way her magic works, is that she focuses on a single target in the audience. One that she feels she can put herself in tune with. And then she channels her energy through that person, then it in turn branches through the audience. That way, she can pretty much control them like puppets. If she wants them to believe they can see something, she makes them believe it. She can control every nerve ending and all of the five senses at once. Of course, all of this is very strenuous for her, which is why she only does one or two shoes a night, letting her second act go on more often. Tickets for her show are often more expensive as well.
      » sign { MY } n a m e;; Since Audi's act is so focused on her relationship and her emotions being in tune with that one catalyst in the audience, she usually leaves her signature with that person. A black and blue joker card with her initials on the back. All of her cards are unique and one of a kind, since every card looks a little different than any other. Often, her cards are kept as treasures, or sold on the market for high prices.
      » my { GRAND } f i n a l e;; Audi has to signature tricks. One she does for the audience, and one she does for her current lover. The first is something grand and magical, even for a magician. Wings blossom from her back and she's given the illusion to have one angel wing and one devil wing. She then allows the audience to touch the wings. Of course, there is nothing there, but still they can feel the soft feathers and rubbery skin of the wings. That's only the first part of her greatest trick. The Dolor bar seems to disappear and each person is transported to their own little piece of heaven. Wherever their self conscious wants them to be, they are. This trick, is part of the reason Audi has the nickname of the 'Angel of Magic'. Partly because of her innocent face, and partly because she gives people what they really desire in her act.

      The second one, is more sexual. She gives the person intense pleasure, almost to the point of orgasm without even touching them. You can see why she saves this one for her lovers.

      » our { SECRET } s i g n a l;;



      dig [ MUCH ] d e e p e r



      » read { MY } d i a g n o s i s;; Audi's personality is something complex and misunderstood by many around her. Most people just assume that she's a bit psychotic, and that would be a reasonable assumption, seeing as she works in Dolor. Audi has a tendency to conform to whatever situation she is currently stuck in. For instance, when she's on stage, she becomes a sultry magician. Her costumes often cling to her curves, which she is very fond of and show of her lines. It's odd because Audi is not that in tune with sex and sexuality. She knows that people think she's pretty, but is utterly naive when it comes to carnal desires and the like. She's had sex before, but as far as she knows, it's just something to do to survive. Like eating and breathing. She likes to make others happy, and sex seems to be one way she does it.

      When not on stage, Audi is a loud and fun person to be around. She's always throwing out the witty one liners and tripping over things. The problem with things is, Audi has a habit of thinking she's in love with everyone for about ten seconds. She finds short infatuations and throws herself into them head over heels, and then is devastated when they don't happen the way she wants them do. Being a hopeless romantic has made her afraid of love almost. She knows that things aren't going to work out, so despite her efforts, a part of her is always sabotaging things. As sad as it is, she's afraid of what will happen when her life is good. She's fed off of her life and her past struggles, they've made her who she is. She won't know who to be when the fight is over.

      Audi is very proud of the fact that she has studied some gymnastics, which is why she's often hanging from the rafters of the Dolor and popping up behind people. A lot of the employees that work there are older, and see her as a younger sister, especially since she lives in the upper apartments. She likes to sneak out and look at other acts though. It's always good to keep an eye on your competition. With a large array of costumes, she's good at blending into the crowd, no matter how much she loves to stand out.


      » this { IS } i n s a n i t y;; Audi was born the only girl in a family of men. Her mother, Claudia Bryant died in child birth with her. Her father took four letters from her mother's name, to form Audi. A part of the girl always believed that her father hated her for being the cause of her mother's death, which is why they always had a difficult relationship. Audi's father was a run of the mill worker. He worked during the day and attempted to raise his four children at night. Audi's older brother's were all at least teenagers when she was born, so they distanced themselves from the small toddler running around. Unfortunately for Audi, she pretty much raised herself. She learned how to cook at an early age and she learned how to clean and make her own clothes, so she could avoid her brother's hand-me-downs. Once she started school, she discovered that something was different about her. If she wanted school to be over, she simply told the teacher in her head that school was over, and suddenly, the teacher was rushing the confused students out of the room.

      When the teacher found out that little Audi had been manipulating things to get her way, she told her father of the strange child. As if confirming his suspicions that his daughter was a devil child, he thrust her out of the home, forcing her to live in the woods. She would no longer be allowed to see her older brothers. Desperate to show her father that her so called curse was something useful, she snuck back into the house one night. Her brother's were asleep and she simply walked past them, up the stairs to her father's room. There he was, as she had seen him from the window so many nights. Sitting at his desk with one candle burning, staring at the picture of his departed wife, weeping. Audi, doing the only thing a small child could, she tried to make it better. Slowly, the light began to bend and the shadows formed the figure of her mother, just as she had been in the picture. The manifestation put it's hand on her father's shoulder and for a moment, Audi thought her plan had worked. At least until her father threw the candle holder at her. The hot metal struck her on her neck and created a large, diamond shaped burn, which still scars her today.

      Her father yelled at her. Calling her a demon child and commanding her to send the abomination away. As the image of her mother faded away, Audi sat on the ground crying, begging for forgiveness. His heart softened by the fact that this child whom he held nothing but hatred for had tried her hardest to help him, he wiped the blood from her neck and sent her away. He sent her to what at that time, was the only club in town. The only place where rumors of magic had been heard of. There, Audi learned to control her magic and hone it into something physical. Now she can create physical illusions that one can touch and taste, instead of simply seeing them.

      When Audi turned fourteen, she decided to leave and she traveled to a near by town called Spero. Within a year, she had a headlining job with a friend she'd made and was making her own money. A part of her misses her father and siblings, and she's always wanted to go back to see what happened to them.. but she's always been too afraid.

      » a { WISE } m a n;; "I know someone loves me when they don't ask me to change."
      "What makes you think I even want to be special to you?"

      » that's { MMM } t a s t y;;
        » Sweets. Audi has a weak sweet tooth. She likes it more than money, which is really saying something. Give Audi a cake or anything at all and she'll be puddy in your hands, which is bad since she has so much power to give.
        » Music. Music is the passion that Audi wishes she had the talent to pursue. She loves to sing and lip sync, and simply to dance. Music is what she turns to when she doesn't know what to do next. She believes the lyrics have some sort of message for her. Sometimes.
        » Stars. Audi loves the night and she loves the stars. She likes to simply watch them while she thinks about things.. it helps her to clear her thoughts. Although she hardly ever has a night off these days when she does, she's usually on top of a roof, staring up at the night sky.
        » Men and Women Men, women, anything. As long as the person gives her the right compliment and makes her feel like the perfect person, she likes them. Her self esteem is rooted in getting compliments for others, so the more compliments she gets, the more chance they have of getting sex from her. Her perception of what a relationship should be is warped unfortunately.

      » oh { ******** } y o u;;
        » Confrontation. Audi doesn't mind physical violence, but when it comes to a war of the words, she tends to shut down. She doesn't really know how to talk her way out of her real problems, no matter how slick she is at lying. All of her arguments tend to be ended with fists.
        » Drunks. She doesn't drink, so she dislikes people that are drunk really. People that are loud, crude, smell like they've been bathing in vodka and don't know when to be quiet. She requires that anyone like that be removed from her acts simply because she can't concentrate the way she needs to.
        » Her Rival. The second act at the Dolor club. He's always trying to one up her and she's always having to improve her act sos he can keep her spot. She was there before that punk, so he should just stand in line and respect his betters? Right?
        » Liars. To be more specific, bad liars. People who lie and she can see right through them. It simply annoys her. If you're going to try and conceal the truth, at least do a good job of it.

      » my { DIRTY } s e c r e t s;; Audi keeps a baby ferret in her room that was born only a month ago. The baby ferret is a boy and pets are strictly forbidden in the Dolor club, so she's wondering how she could handle this...
      » in { MY } h e a d;;
      Curse of Curves - Cute Is What we Aim For
      Say This Sooner - The Almost



      pulling [ PRETTY ] s t r i n g s


      » behind { THE } l e n s e;; Teddeh Bear.
      » my { BLOOD } r u n s;; Dialouge - #0000ff and actions in black.





 
 
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