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Isnt it funny?
How one moment you can be so completely sure about something...
Then you see or hear something,
and a small part of you dies...
It maynot even be a big part...
but it adds up...
After soo many times.
Or how you keep dreaming ,
And then you open your eyes...
and it doesnt seem as good as it was before...
...when you were dreaming.
You dont realize you ARE my everything.
But am I yours?
This time...Im not sure if words can reassure me.
A touch would. A glance, a look possibly.
But its not possible.
The distance is too great.
I cant see you, cant feel you.
I can barely hear you.
I yearn for you.
With my heart, my eyes, my hands.
I told you as much as I could but my fears hold me back.
If someone knew everything about ME,
they wouldnt like it.
Or maybe they would,
but not as much as now.
I wish you could feel what I feel.
The pain, the jealousy, the sadness.
You dont know how bad it hurts me.
How I need to be held to feel loved.
Yet even your words soothe me.
But why would I hug my friends...
other than to feel loved by them.
And I need that now...
but I know...
if we stick it out...
Ill need you so much more at later times.
Even if we dont stick it out...
Ill still want you.
And I know Im not perfect...
far from it...
So yea I will understand
if you want it to end.
Or, If youre unfaithful..
I just dont want to find out from someone else.
Just tell me...
Please, just tell me...
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