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i am confused about life right now i don't know what i'm doing nd....i really don't know where i'm going...i use to have someone i love but then i messed that up...is if just me...or does everybody mess up with love?? i don't know anymore...i'm aobut ready to give up on the subject...but theres one more person....but i already know that...me nd her aren't going to work...shes in love with someone esle...someone better then me...everybodys better then me...now my life hasn't been that bad...i've had a prudy good life...so it may seem....but...now....as i look back at it...i relize...that maybe I should have done something...something diffent something to make things better...i'm only 16 (at the time i'm writeing this) so it seems like theres not much i could have done....but...i know there is....nd now...now i don't know what i'm going to do......it's like i use to say....life would be better if...if i was never born....i'm not trying to sound "emo"....it's just the way i feel...the way i've always felt...nd now...the end....goodbye fair people