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Story Of Sadom ='[
Tears and Smiles
Looking out the window,
I cry my eyes dry.
I feel like I will never stop crying.
You never talk to me anymore.
I thought you loved me.
I guess not.
You never come and see me anymore.
Everytime we go out for dinner you bail.
Everytime you said you'd call me you didn't.
I thought you were mine.
I thought I was yours.
I thought we belonged to eachother.
I sit by the phone,
alone and sad,
but you never call.
I thought you were mine.
I thought I was yours.
I thought we belonged to eachother.
I sit at the computer,
sad and bored,
but you never get online or email me.
I left my pager on,
i turned the sound up,
but u never paged me.
I left my cellphone on,
I turned the ringer up,
but you never called.
I play our song,
a billion times,
everyday.
I sit on the windowsill,
crying my eyes out,
I feel like you don't love me anymore.
I go to school.
You are never at school.
If you are I never see you.
I feel like i'm hanging from a tread.
I feel empty.
I feel heartbroken.
I walk past the auditorium,
kids from school keep walking in.
I walk in.
When I walk in,
all the light go out,
and i make my way to the front.
When I sat down the light turned on,
a song starts,
everyone stands up.
I stand up,
and there,
he was on the stage.
He started to sing Juliet.
And He was singing it to me.
I started to smile.
He reached out for my hand.
I reached out and he grabbed my hand.
He pulled me onto the stage.
He sang right to me.
Facing me.
He held my hand.
He sang Juliet for me, and to me.
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Lovingness Gone
I frantically was scurring around the room.
You were gonna take me out for dinner at a nice expensinve restraunt.
I couldn't decide which dress to where.
I know I hate dresses but we were going to a nice restraunt.
I got my dress on and then ran to the bathroom.
I had only a few minutes left.
I got my make-up on.
I did my Hair really pretty.
I took a tylonol for my hurt ankle.
I grabbed a nice purse and slipped in my wallet.
I slipped in a pad just in case I needed it.
I slipped in my lipstick.
I slipped in a pen and notepad as I always do.
Then I ran downstairs.
I put on my nice shoes.
I opened the door and sat on the front porch chair.
I waited.
I saw your car and just sat there.
You got out of the car.
You walked around the car and up to me.
You took my hand and led me to the car.
You opened the door for me.
I got in.
You closed the door.
You walked around the car and got in.
We talked to the restraunt.
I put on more lipstick before we got there.
You got out of the car.
You closed your door.
You walked around the car.
You opened my door.
You took my hand and took me out of the car.
You closed my door.
When we got in the restraunt,
I saw him.
His name was Cody.
He loved me.
I hated him.
He worked there.
He took us to a table.
You took out my chair for me and pushed me in.
Cody glared at you.
I glared ar Cody.
You sat down.
Cody left.
A waiter came and we ordered drinks.
A few minutes Cody brought us our drinks.
We ordered an appatizer.
We looked at the menu and talked.
The waiter came back and we ordered our main course.
A few minutes later our main couses were there.
Cody brought us our main couses.
He tried to touch me as he severed me.
I slapped his hand giving him a sign.
Cody left.
As we ate we talked.
After I ate my salad you came around the table.
You got down on one knee.
You pulled out a little box from your pocket.
You opened the box.
Tears welled up in my eyes.
I looked at him.
He held my hand.
He proposed to me.
I said yes.
He slipped the ring on my finger.
We were now engaged.
We finished eating our main courses.
He told me that the ring was $200.00.
I gasped.
He said that it was made of real silver and diamond.
I looked at the ring.
It glimmered in the candle light from the table.
Then the waiter came back and we ordered desert.
Cody served our desert.
He again tried to touch me as as he served me.
I slapped his hand giving him a sign.
He saw the ring.
He left after he served us.
Then a waiter passed by and you asked for a refill.
Cody served you your refill and took your old glass.
After you paid the bill we left.
You opened my door.
I got in.
You closed the door behind me.
You walked around the car.
You got in the car.
Then you closed.
I kissed you.
Then we left.
We got back to my house.
We changed into our regular clothes.
Then we walked to where our friends were.
I showed them the ring.
They all congradulated us.
Then we all walked together.
We went to an allyway.
Then you started acting up.
You started grabbing your stomach.
You turned pale.
Your eyes turned grey.
Your lips turned blue.
You started to fall.
I ran and caught you.
You stopped breathing.
I grasped you.
You held on to my arms.
Then all of a sudden your grip on me loosened.
Tear welled in my eyes fast.
I laid my face in your chest.
I held you tight to me.
The I saw cody pass by with a smirk on his face.
I set down your body softly.
I ran to cody and grabbed him.
I stopped him.
"WHAT DID U DO TO HIM" I yelled at him.
He just smirked.
"YOU KILLED HIM" I yelled.
I ran away.
Our friends hugged me.
They called the police.
We told them what happened.
They came and told us how he died.
I cried and then got angry.
I knew who had killed him.
Cody had.
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Sadness of Departcher
I walked through the rain as I cried.
I tried not to cry so that my heart would not break.
I loved you so much and now you're gone.
You just left me here, all alone in this world.
I am now all alone here walking in the rain.
The rain falls more and more the more I cry.
The tears just keep coming down my face.
I remember,
that everytime that it would rain,
we would go take a walk in the street.
I also remember,
that late at night,
we would meet our friends,
in a special place,
and have fun and dare each other.
All of us.
Your friends, especially me,
are sad.
We cry everynight together
All of us.
They all hug me to make me feel better,
but it never works.
The guys would kiss me and try to make me smile.
They tried to make the kiss as if it was your kiss.
They try to make me believe.
I try to believe that you are there.
But reality reaches me and touches me and pulls me away.
I have to try to make myself believe that you are alive.
But I know that you are dead.
We all wear the deadest black,
as the sorrow of your death passed over us.
We all watched as you died.
You bled and bled and you wouldn't stop.
I started to cry as you got down.
You fell to your knees.
I hovered over you as you bled.
I got covered with your blood.
Your blood was spitting out.
Your blood got on my face,
my clothes,
in my hair,
in my shoes.
It got all over me.
Our friends just stared and cried.
They didn't know what to do.
We didn't know what was wrong.
We didn't think we ever would.
As you bled our friend called the paramedics.
The paramedics were there in a few minutes.
The paramedics watched me get covered,
with your blood as I hugged on you.
They pushed me away.
I cried that i wouldn't let go untill you were dead.
They tried to tell me that you were dead,
but I wouldn't listen.
I hugged on untill you stopped bleeding.
When I let go they put you in the ambulance.
The cops were there,
the investigaters,
and the news reporters,
they arrived shortly after I let go of you.
We all said our parts to the investigaters.
My Friends hugged me,
They got blood on them as they did so.
But they did not care.
Their friend, my boyfriend,
had just died in front of us.
We had no clue why, or how you died.
We are all sad.
We had witnessed a friend die,
the press kept visiting us.
We wanted to be left alone.
We all still cry to this very moment.
In the sorrow of your death we cry.
You were our friend.
And we loved you.
I loved you.
I love you and I always will.
You may be dead but I still love you.
I will love you for eternity,
even though you may be dead.
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Wearyness and Empty Hearts
We walked along the strait and narrow path.
We walked all this way to do this.
We raised the money to do it.
We were gonna get you cremaded.
We were gonna put the ashes in a locket for me.
A locket that I would always wear.
One that I would never take off.
One that I would always love forever.
Since the day you died and all that blood came out.
We will always miss you.
I will always love you.
Even though you may be dead,
I will, I will always love you.
I will love you for eternity.
My heart is broken.
And it always will be.
I loved you so much and now you're gone.
I became so broken hearted as you died.
I never wanted you to go.
I always wanted you in my arms.
I always wanted you by my side.
I always wanted you to snuggle me.
But that will never happen now that you're dead.
I can't have you in my arms.
But I can have you in my Heart
 Jenna1221 · Fri Jul 13, 2007 @ 07:38am · 0 Comments |
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