kindof amazing some things have been going on in my life thats really taking a toll on me.......well lets go from the past....as you all know that my sister is getting married and all that stuff....well yesterday she turned 21.........yeah the legal drinking age......yeah well it kindof hurts you deep down, when you see your greatest friend for soooo many years, one who has always listened to me, even when i just wanted to tell about my day, drunk and crying her eyes out....i almost cried at the sight of my sister.....it was painful to see how my parents were treating her for what shes doing....im not allowed to talk to her anymore...im not allowed to socialize with her, or anything, and this ish hurting deeply....also im hearing stuffs about stuffs that id rather not hear but chose to which kindof hurt badly...im not telling you all what it is for safety....i dont know what to think anymore....i dont know what i should do now, my mind is now officially a sponge.....(i used a metaphor.....odd) but w/e....even though im going through all of this ill still listen to all your problems (friends)..........oh yeah.....my wrist is burning like never before.....it stings like a freggin bee....i think i cut deeper then usual by accident....well yeah....didnt go to school today...man i need to write a poem...they sometimes get my feelings out.....well gonna go,.....i think it was a good thing i didnt go to school today....i couldnt face some people.....its hurting too bad....
 matrixdemon65 · Wed May 04, 2005 @ 06:21pm · 3 Comments |
