This is what I wrote last night since I couldn't sleep and was in a bad, crying mood x.x
Rain
It falls involuntarily from my eyes, stinging as if acidic, the acid eating away at my heart. My life has so much promise; the future is so bright, yet the clouds billow, concealing my sun, cutting me off from my energy source, causing my dreaded night, the cold, unmerciful fingers closing my eyes, leading me to the false utopia--sleep. The dreams rip at my heart, shatter my dreams, awaken me. I'm back in my reality--hell. I go through the same routine; life is perfect, life is great... I even believe it for a time. But that parasite returns, feeding off my pain, my hate, my new-found coldness... I wish I were numb... And then rain. Not the same acidic rain... A cold, refeshing heaven complete with kisses blowing in the wind... my spirit is restored... I am complete... Rain.
 jmtlover88 · Tue May 24, 2005 @ 09:00pm · 2 Comments |
