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Falling Into Darkness
Which each step we take we eliminate and create thousands upon thousands of paths. Each one different and simular to each othr but the differences can spill across the universe. Now it is your decision to either join me or abandon me
Five of Cups (Absorbtion)
Five of Cups
The High Priestess lies sprawled aseep across slendid silken pillows, her cup tipped over and spilling the dregs of its red whine at her side. On a low bed the pther priestess and a youth lie together unconscious, their limbs entwined, four empty cups lying beside them. The young man stands some distance from the priestess with his back to her, his body modestly wrapped ina black cloak, hi head bowed with dejection.

Meaning: Disapointment, anxiety, sadness, hope dashed, bad news, unkind treatment, insult from a friend, troubled marriage, meager inheritance.






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Immoral_Blood
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Wed Sep 12, 2007 @ 06:34am


Okay so I understand the necessity for things to be a certain way. I had a feeling that this would be the whole insult from a friend and though it was unintentional and was not meant to be insulting in any way it still was an insult. When I got my paycheck I had to get at least one new tire for my car however I went a head and bought two because the second tire needed to be replaced anyways. So I budget enough for that and rent and go and spend some of the excess I think I have. Well come to find out I owed like another $100s for bills I had no idea that I had to pay. Okay well crap that means that I will not have enough money really to live off of. So I go ahead and pay the bills because my roommate tells me that they don't have a lot of money. So I pay them and I am told (with no money in account except for gas) that we are not sharing food this paycheck. Well that leaves me with no food and no money with which to buy food. Okay, sad for me, I will manage, I always do. Well after I am told about how they don't have money my roommate goes and out and buys her and her gf engagement rings that she plans to give her gf (my other roommate that has been left out of the convo) the rings. Now that sort of pissed me off because I don't have money and she said she didn't either but she goes out and spend money on 12k gold rings. Yeah I am a bit perturbed but I say nothing because I want to maintain a good relationship with my roommates because having more then just me myself in the house is a good thing. Granted I would love to have my own apt now (after them leaving for two days and I was completely alone) but I would loose the wifi and the directv. So it really sucks because I am debating on leaving after the lease is up to move out on my own but then again, I will loose a lot of stuff that I actually like ei wifi and directv. At times time I have two days until my paycheck and another friend is going to let me borrow $20 half of which is to pay for my lunch with her and a mutual friend tomorrow but I am slightly perturbed and hope that in the future I can get the amount of the bills I have to pay before half a week past and I spent it on things that were not really a necessity but I did need (want) such as my books for my mythology paper and my items for my ritual and shaman wafting wand. I mean it wasn't that much but still I am going well crap. So yeah, this the first step into a new world, a turning of a new leaf. Blessed be...


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