My eyes slowly emerge from sweet rest Moonlight shines from behind the clouds It's the evening to the rest of the world
I quickly sit up onto my computer to find Sweet messages From the one I call my true love
I read each letter as if it were the last My heart flutters and my pupils widen And I wonder Is this too good to be true?
I can't breathe I lie back down My ears deafen I can't hear the sound
My heart skipping beats Eyes blurred, vision distorted What is this feeling?
A small tear falls down my left cheek I'm overwhelmed by this unknown feeling Love is too simple a word to explain this emotion What could it be?
I thought and I pondered for hours For days, weeks and months on end And I finally figured out what this is
This amazing feeling I felt when he held me Was so much more than love It was fear, excitement and hope all in one.
He doesn't know that slowly he's changing me Changing the way I think, the way I look at the world Opening my eyes to the truth...
Kyle, I know you're reading this. I know things have been kinda awkward lately and I know that both of us have been going through a lot of stress. In my heart, I firmly believe that we can make it through these hard times and we can be stronger from all this.
I want to say sorry for hurting you. I know I've been busy lately and not paying attention to you, and I should have realized all along that the most important thing on my screen and in my ears was you. I'm slowly gaining the trust I want to deserve. I want to be your 100%, your only one. I want to be the only one you think of while you sleep and the only one that never leaves your mind. I want all these things because this is how I feel about you. You're always on my mind and my heart always looks forward to the moment our voices interconnect.
I want to come and visit you, but you must know this is killing me too. Right now I'm just trying to not think about it because I don't want it weighing me down everyday. I want to make sure I'm in a good mood for both of us. I hope this helps you understand a bit more.
I'm not sure what else to say, so I'll just leave it at this:
I love you and no one else could ever replace the spot you have permanently reserved in my thoughts and my heart. I'll never stop loving you.
Monochromatic Heartbreak · Sat Sep 29, 2007 @ 11:16pm · 0 Comments |