I live in my lovely past An intense feeling of bliss overtakes me. I think of you and me so long ago and its like im there. until i realize it will never be again. i lock myself away. im forever changed by my current memories. memories of you vanishing before me. I cry out for your help. But as i do so my past is altered. True memories, i have not I long for them to come back, but my struggle is futile. Like a slap in the face i see you once again. but my feelings have changed. Yet here you are, me still feeling those ancient passions burning. burning, but somehow ghostly. like i dont need you anymore. i have forgotten who i was. but in doing so i found you arent what i thought you were. So i suit up for a new life. i chance to make something of myself. to create new memories. new memories, that i never before thought i would have. i know, however as i gain these new memories i will forget those dear to me now. but alas, it is better so. they were only hurting me. so i say goodbye to all of our memories. but dont feel bad. ill never truly forget you. only the feelings, and memories of you. but youll still be my friend. forever.
(((inspired by chain of memories)))
Kevin Pereira · Sat Jun 04, 2005 @ 02:29am · 0 Comments |