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I don't want to love. Love is over-rated. What is love anyway besides a chemical reaction in our brain? It's like a high, and what goes up must come down, right? I hate crashes, in every sense. So I just don't do drugs. As far as I'm concerned, Love is a drug; a drug that seems to mess up my entire existance. I don't want to hurt. I don't want to worry. I don't want to dream. I don't want analyze. I don't want to miss. I don't want to hunger. Because all these things lead to Loneliness in the end... And that is something that I am REALLY starting to get sick of. So, I figure that if I relieve myself of emotion I won't have to be concerned any longer. Honestly, I'm just tired of watching everyone else's love story because it seems more and more like mine shall NEVER come around. So, that's my decision.