This whole journal entry will be about me recalling the past, whether it is from real life, or my Gaia life.
Real:
I remember one time when I was younger, probably about seven, I was sleeping on the couch one summer night. My sister and her friend wanted to get on the computer, and they did. The computer is right behind the couch and to the right, if you're facing the couch.
My sister has Twslers (or however you spell it), and she stuck one up my nose, and put it in my mouth. I woke up and threw it at her. She was watching a movie earlier with that in it, except for the person who put it up someone else's nose ate it.
Why'd I share this? I have no idea, actually. It's more embarassing then anything else for me.
Real:
My parents lost me. I was no older then five, and they LOST ME. Hurrican Harbor, the hugantic water park, was full of strangers. How could they have lost me? They didn't realize it until an hour later. >,.,> How loved I am, right? They finally found me when I finally found myself where all of our stuff was; towels, food, etc.
I have no idea how I made it back there. I was probably wasn't even five. It makes you wonder if there really is a god out there.
Gaia:
I remember my first impression on Gaia. I was visiting a website for .hack, and there was a Tsukasa avi edit with a link to Gaia. I browsed along, and back then I was only 13 with the attention span of a drunk a*****e. Anywho, I thought it was awesome. Kind of weird though. I remember going into the avatar arena because it looked like the Roman's Arena, and there was only about ten different people there.
I never made an account then, but a year or so later, I refound the link and did.
All that's changed with the tax. XDD
Real/Gaia:
Ever found yourself staring off in space for a while, with a tear bringing you back to reality? I was running errands with my mom, hoping that it'd take my mind off the fact that I was hacked on Gaia. I never lost that memory. Staring out the window. Watching trees and other cars go by as if I was still, even as my thoughts raced on one topic.
I remember being able to be cheered up for a minute, and then gloom struck my face. Out of all people... why me?
I don't think it was 100% in vein. Later I continued my method of getting gold, Vending, and received many fake PMs. I had one of them BANNED. I was PMed by a mod with a quote of what I said in the report, and I won the battle between the hacker and the common Gaian. I probably saved more people from my fate, yet I still wait for the day that [Eyes of Sorrorw] and his mule(s) to be IP banned.
Gaia:
It's like a whole new life when you log in. Like you can escape reality. Addicting, to a point where you hunger for gold. I can't seem to throw this life away, even though I want to so badly. My Gaian will still remains unknown, and won't be known until the day I leave forever.
A part of me doesn't want that day to come, but the reality is that it will eventually. Another part of me wonders how much longer I'll lurk; until the next appocolyps? Until the day I die? ...The World May Never Know.
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