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Xanga Proto
Old self
I'm liking the new newness

just some of the old things that are having to bow offstage for the new newness are ones I'm beginning to miss.
at least I'll know they'll always be backstage so I know if I ever need to call upon them I can

it's taken everything in me just to get this far.
even though the seats are empty as to bear witness of this change

a certain man whose complexion is beyond recognition remains in the audience
his dusty top hat and traveling trunk always next to him
and even though his eyes are clouded over
his smile shows through his eyes

and I know for a fact that if I slip up even just a little bit he'll scorn me with a look in his eyes that any other man would drop dead at
but I know it's the signal for me to keep going
no matter how many mishaps I seem to have
or almost-falling overs
the show must go on.
he's harder on me than any other person alive

he's there so often that it's terrifying yet comforting all at the same time
because he went away for a little while

now that he's back. I'm getting to believe in myself more and more.
I know he'll always be there to back me up
but if I don't have him
I have no one


Pocky PWNS All XD

It's time people quit going by the perspectives that have been set in stone for thousands of years and started obiding by their own.

DajeVonHustra
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