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It is 1 in the morning. I feel sick. Just watched the Departed (best movie I have ever seen) made me more sick. Not being able to talk to chu or Ayame made me more sick. I had a fealing something bad happned all day which made me feel more sick. I am sick for various other reasons that make me sound like a broken record regarding one someone. It sucks, it hurts, I dont feel right anymore. Everyday I feal like crying. But it never comes I just want it all to stop but it doesnt. A freind of mine from Middle school told me she liked me today didnt reply me back. Made me more sick.

I just want everything to take a brake. I just want to be with my freinds for one day just one day. And not just like oh Lunch or just for a couple of hours I mean a full day. I am stressed to my core by my parents by myself by just everything.

I would do anything to have just one day JUST ONE where everything went right didnt have to worry about my fealings. Didnt have to worry about stress. didnt even have to worry about pain. But I wont get that day you know why because I am broken I am a broken record and if someone wants to push and glue the peices together be my guest I will do anything though for just that one day