sometimes ppl do things that they know is wrong but they cant help it cuz they have wanted it for a long time. but the price u pay for that can be very high, a friendship for example. u could want something so badly and then realise that u could lose ur best friend because of it, and yet u still do it because their is that feeling inside u that no matter what wont go away. and then u stop the thing u have always wanted so u wont hurt ur friend, but still that feeling stays and never leaves. it flows through u like the blood in ur veins. it suffocates u like hands clamped onto ur neck slowly cutting off ur air. it's haunts ur mind until u want it so badly that u snap and it takes control and then their is nothing left to do because ur powerless and u have nothing to fight back with. when things like that happen, their is nothing u can do about it. no matter how hard u try, the end result will always be the same. u will lose control and after that happens, their is no turning back. u did what u wanted, but at what cost? betrayal is something that cant be stopped once it has control over u and eventually u will die on the inside and become nothing but a hollow shell.
Wolf-girl_allie · Mon Jun 27, 2005 @ 10:01pm · 1 Comments |