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Whats inside my Heart and my Mind..
aahhhh! im sorry im not good enough !! im sorry !!!!!!!
stop it !!! -grabs my head- why cant i stop thinking about it!! why cant i let her go!!
its over but i cant stop thinking about her! i cant stop !! why!!!!!!!!! i keep wanting to scream out to her i love her.. but im holding myself back because of fear of more pain..Im pushing her away to stop myself from wanting to be with her.. -hits my head against the wall forcefully- she deserves better than me !! im not good enough and if pushing her away is the only way then fine..ill sacrafice wat i want for her to get better..-hits my head against the wall again as blood runs down my face in a steady steam like a river- but.. why ...why cant i be with her......i wanted this to last.. tried my hardest.. i thought she was my one.. my one and only..was it so wrong of me to think this.. was i so wrong? what did i do wrong to lose her..is there anyway i can fix it ?!?

Post Permanent Link XxXSorrowing_AngelXxX · Tue Dec 18, 2007 @ 04:13am · 6 Comments
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    User Comments: [6]
    Kaito DK
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    Tue Dec 18, 2007 @ 01:09pm


    There is a way that this can fixed... it's obvious that she loves you, I think she had alot of the same thoughts as you, maybe she was afraid of not being good enough either.. She truly wants to be the best she can with you, and I'm pretty sure that you want to be the best you can with her too.
    Don't conceal your feelings, it will only make things worse, what you two need is each other to calm yourselves down. She was so afraid of losing you, I've never noticed her being like this before... So far I can see, you both want each other back. Now it's time for you both to let your guard down, and let the other come close.
    Maybe words won't even be needed, actions speaks louder than words... so show each other some affection, let the other know you care... all you need is a sign of hope.. to me... that sign is very clear... I hope you both can see it too..
    Neither of you were wrong, you sent each other mixed signals, but that's how it is..
    Know, that you can trust the other... Know, that the other will always be there.. it is now that you need each other the most.
    So, I think you should meet up, have a quiet talk... you can make this work out.
    Ryu the little buster
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    Tue Dec 18, 2007 @ 08:21pm


    if she loved you she wouldn't have cheated. ashley you were too good for her.
    The Mad Chesire
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    Tue Dec 18, 2007 @ 09:50pm


    .....Theres not much I can say...but thank you for what you did for me
    Devilish_Viet
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    Wed Dec 19, 2007 @ 01:26am


    Ashley i noe u styll love her and i think she styll love you too but dont rush into things u already been hurt enough let thing calm down and think twice before u do anything we cant tell u wat to do u must follow ur own heart this is a descion made for u im sorry hun but i cant tell u wat to do jus listen to ur heart as u told me ur heart is never wrong and even if u cant hear it u have to listen harder because it whispering u to hun but if u need anyone to tlk to hun im here for u and u noe that ..i noe ur confuse but jus breathe in and out and jus think ...thinking will do u good hun but dont over do it ur heart is styll healing hun jus be careful hun and dont do anything reckless becuase of u hurt urself ur not only hurting urself u are hurting the ppl around u that love you and you mean alot to me hun and i dont want to lose you luv yah hun and listen to ur heart hun <33
    scarlet melody
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    Wed Dec 19, 2007 @ 02:46am


    i think toby said it all
    wolvina_returns
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    Wed Jan 23, 2008 @ 09:53pm


    ....I-I.....see confused ....*sighs* well .....uhm ...talk to you later
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