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well this is hella late from snow camp but...
4 mi friends i did meet some1 and well after snow camp im probably not gonna c him anymore ... but hey it wasnt like true love or anything.....right?

at church when no1 was there from s.c. well i stayed cause my rents go every mon. for b-ball and i went to the b-room thought of him and
!!!!!BAM !!!!!!
insta tears
i couldnt believe myself i tried to stop but couldn't i also found out that he had a g.f. so .....yea
everytime i closed my eyes i saw him it was welll depressing?
i sat on the couch (yes the b-room has a couch in a separate room )
willing myself to not cry but when i stoped
and just experiment i said his name D*****N (4 mi friends not dylan hah)


and broke out in to tears my eyes were broken i think my heart has never been so .... ache-y

at home

at mi bed crying miself to sleep i kept telling myself
HE'S JUST A CRUSH HES JUST A CRUSH
and cried some more
in the middle of the night i woke up saying the last bit of his name *blush much*
damn im a baby
even now though its been a while when i hear a sad song about well ...yea u no ...yea
or when i think of him my heart aches so much still


but all i can do now is wait fo rmyself to heal and keep a smile on my face when all i want to do is cry

(yes im a baby so dont diss !!!)

Post Permanent Link teardrops_in_the_winter · Tue Feb 05, 2008 @ 03:56am · 1 Comments
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    Fri Feb 08, 2008 @ 02:58am


    Aww. Poor JB.


    And to think that I cried alot.
    :]
    Kiddin' <3
    If you need to talk to someone, call meh! :3
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