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Laughing at the world
Thoughts that have come to me during my life but are so annoying that I just have to write them down.
I had a dream..
I had a dream last night. I didn't like it. It scared me because it seemed so real. In the dream I felt like it was real, that I was trapped in this and that I would never get out. I realized this about halfway in the dream and broke down crying in the dream. In my case, if you blink in your dream, your not going to wake up.

In the dream I was an orphan. I was outside my cousin's house and there was mud and glass everywhere. She was in my place as the daughter in my family and I was outside in a ditch of mud looking in through a broken window and her and my family having fun, eating and celebrating warmly. All the while it was raining outside, a huge storm, the sky black as night and thunder flashed across the sky. I was outside in a shirt, barefoot, muddy, cold, alone. I was crying and suddenly i saw a flash of light in the sky and it was getting brighter and bigger.I was scared, I knew it was a UFO and I saw its bright lights directing at me. I tried to run, I tried to get away but I couldn't. I was so scared as the bright lights engulfed me and I passed out.

When I woke up I was on my cousin's porch and on their couch (which is out on the porch) and tucked with rags in the freezing cold dead of night. I got up and rang the doorbell. When someone answered the door I was shivering and huddling in the rags begging "Please, I used to live here, may I please ask if you could share some hospitality with a poor orphan? I was led into the house and given a warm blanket then everyone went back to partying. I saw my little brother and for some reason he recognized me and sat by me and we both looked out the window. Our eyes both widened as we saw the sky changing color rapidly, but I mean REALLY fast. The sun was coming up but it was happening to fast. We both started to try to run away but again, we both got caught in the blinding light of the same UFO that had got me.

This time when we both woke up we were at my house, on the porch in the daytime. We looked to the right and saw a bottle rocket go off. 'What day is it' we thought. We opened the screen door and went inside to our house where our mom and dad were sitting the couch watching OUR tv. I was releived and scared at the same time. "Dad what day is it?" I asked and he responded "It's the fourth of july, go pop some firecrackers." There was something wrong here, it's been almost more than 2 weeks since the 4th of july had passed what was going on. 'Oh s**t' I thought to myself, 'Those aliens, they're making time go backwards, if they're not stopped, life as we know it will go back in time all the way until eventual non-existance!' They had to be stopped! But how do you stop aliens? Nonetheless ones you don't even see?? We were doomed! This was about the time when my little brother and I glanced out the door and saw the sky rapidly turning pink then blood red, the UFO was coming again, and we couldn't stop it. At this time I realized how trapped I was and how doomed we were and how I was cursed to relive this day over and over again in every time era until I died. My little brother and I screamed "STOP WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS!! STOP IT STOP IT YOUR GOING TO KILL US!! STOP!!! YOU ******** BASTARDS STOP!!" I broke down crieing as we saw the world sink into the cowboy era and slip into the dinosaur era. Then I woke up.

I don't understand. Why are my dreams being plagued? I've been having horrible nightmares like this for about 3 weeks so far, nonstop. And a few have involved my little brother being in some sort of torture too, and I hate him in real life. He's a little b*****d. A stuck up blackmailer who steals from our parents and the store and lies and beats up his friends. So what's wrong with me?





 
 
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