******** off. I do not want to hear that you love me too. I do not want to hear you lie about loving me. I will not be your escape from your parents. I will not be your backup plan. I will not be your joke. I will not hate the girl I love. I will not long for someone who does not feel the same. I will not play your games just to feel some human contact. I am not sad that we broke up. A nice body does not substitute for not wanting me. Wanting me does not substitute for not communicating with me. You are not my friend if you can only criticize. You are not my friend if you cannot criticize. You cannot "just be friends" if you are not willing to be my friend again. Don't tell me I look sexy and then get back in the car with your husband. Don't use me. Don't make me feel like a tool for trusting you. Don't make me feel like a tool for not trusting you. Don't pretend to be available. I cannot take this anymore. I am aware that I have brought much of this down upon myself. However, I refuse to be used, lied to, played, or led on, and if these are my choices, I choose NOTHING. I will have a sane, honest relationship, or I will be alone. I love every single one of you, and for that? ******** off.
unethy · Mon Mar 17, 2008 @ 06:45am · 0 Comments |