Friends are suppost to be the most important thing for everyone on earth... but what does a friend has to be like? Does he have special skills or a lot of money, is he goodlooking? Well, I’ve got a boyfriend since March and we already had to face some serious problems. I don’t know how this is going to end some day, but if it ends it would be great not to lose him as a friend. This is the reason because of what I ask myself the question how a friend has to eb like. I know some people will call me stupid for something like that, but that's how I am. I myself don't know if I could be a good friend for anyone... I am not a person you can tell everything just because you would like to tell someone. I am not easy to deal with/not easy to handle (dunno how you guys say that) and I am aware of it. Even though I am not able to change it. I am very sensitive, sneaky and trying to be helpful at the same time. You might be able to imagine what this is suppost to mean... People think that they know me, that I can’t do anything bad to people I don’t like. Other people think of me as if I am a cruel girl taking advantage of every opportunity I get just to hurt someone’s feelings. There are just a few people knowing that I am something inbetween and these people definitely are my friends. One person I know since my childhood is Anna(-Lena), she's very special in many ways and even though I know her for about 17 years and we don't meet each other every week or month, we still have got a lot of similar interest, the same sence of humor and a lot of other things in common. I love her more than anything else on earth... even my boyfriend wouldn't be able to change this bond. ANNA I LOVE YOU! ^^ NWTLY! But this is just the way I look at it, you might have a different opinion. If anyone is interested in posting his or her view in his or her journal, I would be glad to be informed. If someone would rather like me to post it in my journal I would also be glad to do so. Even though I can’t imagine someone wanting that! xD
PS: My last entry about the homework I got the other day isn’t finished as you might know... I don’t know when this is going to be the case but I hope it’ll be soon.
Dokutoku · Wed Apr 02, 2008 @ 02:08pm · 1 Comments |