~~~17 days until my birthday can't wait this year has been the worst ever!Right now i hate my life! It's so Frikin screwed up my mom dosn't call me back i want to see my twin sister and i can't see my younger sister it's killing me not to fight with her got I HATE MY LIFE! The month that i wasn't at school i tried to kill myself it's so hard not think bad thoughts even when i am happy and even when i am happy i fell misrable i hate being me it sucks. Back to the whole tring to kill myself, My mom and I had a fight everything in the past came up and i just started to cut yeah i still do but my dad dosen't know that only people ive told is you codi and anna and aperently the whole school knows god i hate being at that school i feel like i dont belong their anymore i used to feel like everyone loved my their and don't get me wrong i do love you all it's just i hate being the person who's always an outcast... My girlfriend wont even talk to me anymore....! I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE!~~~ crying emo cry
Cute anime panda girl · Thu Apr 03, 2008 @ 09:50pm · 1 Comments |