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Don't worry! Like everything else, your feelings will pass in time.

If someone blames something on you and it's not entirely your fault, to hell with 'em.

Sure, having friends is good and dandy, but sometimes you just have to wait it out on your own...

True friends will find you.

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I'm sorry, bby. D;
I didn't BLAME you, I just said that we got behind because you were absent for so long when you needed to take your test.

I LOVE YOU.
YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND.
Ohh.. andd...
Don't do anything to yourself, it's not worth it.

I love you too much to see you be sadd.
I just want you to be happy again. :[ I wanna see you smile and laugh without wondering to myself whether it's real or fake or if you're just laughing to make me feel better about my own stupidity or whatnot. I don't want to see you talk about killing yourself, because it's not worth it, it's really not. I know I'm not the best friend you probably wish you had, but you know that you're THE best friend I could ever wish for.

Let me list some pro's (which, since I don't REALLY know the difference between a pro and a con, let's just say these are the GOOD things about you!):
-You're SMART. Yes, you are. You might be getting crap grades, but you're intelligent. And if you don't believe me, then compare yourself to MY intelligence! I'm a dunce, a complete failure! I don't even know if a dunce is the right word or what it even IS. But it fits, so that's enough for me! YOU, on the other hand, are smart.

-You're actually nice. Like, not to people who are annoying, but hey, if they're gonna be little whiney, complaning, tap-their-pencil-on-their-desk jerkfaces, then yes! THEY DESERVE TO BE YELLED AT. YELL AT THEM. TELL THEM "YO, YOU NEED TO STRAIGHTEN UP, STOP MAKING THE WORLD SO -insertbadadejctivehere-!" You don't need friends who are annoying you, honestly.

-AND you're PRETTY. I mean, COME ON. Look at yourself for once. Not just what YOU think is bad, but what you think is good. Your hair, your eyes, your oh-so-bigger-than-mine boobs! I mean, look at the WHOLE picture! Sure, you're not as skinny as you WISH you were, but what kind of guy likes a girl made up of sticks?

Think about it:
Do you want a hard, stick pretzel that only LOOKS nice, but when you bite into it, you're just like, "Meh, it needs ranch"?! NO! You want one that you can bite into it and just TASTE the goodness of it! WITHOUT ANY CONDIMENTS! (Which, I guess would be a soft pretzel. >_> wink
YES!
THAT'S YOU; THE ONE THAT DOESN'T NEED PROPS. You don't need push-up bra's, pounds of makeup or today's latest styles in fashion! You're beautiful being yourself in all it's glory.

&& besides, you're better than over half the chicks out there. I mean, look at those other girls who only LOOK like they're perfect, but in reality they're just fakes. They THINK they're the best thing out there, but they're really not. You're REAL. You're not anyone else but yourself and if people don't accept you for who you are and not what you aren't, then they can go cry themselves to bed every night because THEY ARE MISSING OUT.

AND HERE ARE THE CONS:

-You THINK you're something horrible when you're not.


You're amazing, really.
You may think I'm just saying this because I want to be a good friend, but no.
I wouldn't take 1 WHOLE hour out of my busy schedule where I could be talking to Joseph, just to make you feel better.


I just want you to see the truth.

You remind me of myself in this particular context.
Sometimes I can only stand, slack-jawed and astonished at the capacity of evil and rudeness of other human beings.
How they can do drugs, swear, and yell at their parents, all while making failing grades and turning their noses in the air toward us 'common' folk because mommy and daddy pays for everything they have.

What you have to realize here is that you're being down-sized by the scum of the earth. They mean nothing. All of those people with 'friends' merely have superficial butt-kissers who only chill with each other so that they feel as though they're a part of something and have someone to brag about their latest sexual endeavors so that they can receive another homo-erotic pat on the metaphorical posterior for their underhanded efforts.

People suck, and just like you, I have to deal with it.
You have ONE 'best' friend, I have. . . lemme count. . . zero. That's right, not a BLOODY one, meaning that save for my family, I have to deal with the teasing, the mocking, the ridiculing and the condescending hatred by MYSELF.
I'm going to assume, unlike Miss Shoes over there, that you don't literally mean that you wish someone would kill you, but even peradventuring that you did want to die: stop. You're not the only one who has it bad in this world, but you can really look back at yourself with pride, knowing that you're not the same as no-name rich boy who has to pay for all of his friends and make fun of those less fortunate in order for him to get by without having a nervous breakdown, entering psycho-therapy and eventually blowing a hole in his left temple out of sheer loneliness.
You have your whole life ahead of you, and while I know you can't help feeling this way, simply remember that this, too, will pass and in the end you can hang out with the person who really cares about you and rest in solace, confident that there is, at very least, one person who loves you for just you and not what they perceive you as, or want you to be.


- Atari