ok its now official friday yaaaaaaaaay. good new of the day is nothing. just another day of my sad life i still have no been to sleep yet, so im pretty much pissed off right now. i did some thing pretty sad yesterday...... i went on to pso bb yesterday night and said GOODBYE!...... crying thats right i canceled my account and said goodbye to my only 2 freinds on there left then i started a server and just stood around in episode 4 listening to the music. nice sad tune for me sad . but i sat there and waited and waited till 2 people joined me and i figured it was time to do the hardest thing i could think of crying . i gave away all my money and all of my rares! crying crying crying . and of course they were confused as helll as to what was goin on. because a lvl 71 never ever gives away a a** load of maxed out rare weapons to a lvl 33 and a lvl 40 on normal mode......more like never. so i explained to them what was goin on. and something un expected happened. the two actually tryed to change my mind about quitting the game like that and offered to give me my stuff back. but of course you cant change my mind once i decide to do something so we talked and talk and talked untill they gave up and were about to leave. i just laughed and taught them everything i know so they would be ready for what ever may come. the lvl 40 guy just stared at me untill he finally asked me why i was holding onto my rare mag and my double saber. i could tell he secretly wanted them but i said im not giving these 2 away. because they were special to me. they were a gift from my first freind on that game who i later teamed up with a few others and started a big group of freinds which slowly faded away after the beta test ended. i wanted to keep them as a symbol of my first freind on that game who gave me so much for no dam reason.heheheh well afer my long speach they said goodbye and left me there alone with only 2 items left. on my shoulders was my lvl 200 mag rati. and in my right hand was my very first rare givent to me by my freind. My double saber.......

Q&A:

Q:Why the ******** did i just write this s**t? its not like anyone cares about that.....or me

A:Insomnia!

Q:why am i still up

A:Insomnia!

Q:why am i asking and answering my own questions

A:Insomnia! and i might be crazy......im just really alone... crying i need a hug