I strive into the future I burn from things that past Just for one accomplishment for something I pretend to think will last
I run against the wind the rain And fleetingly myself I drain The future feels to far away I am lost at sea and here I'll stay
I strive throughout the present I dive into lost hope And when the ask why I do I know that I will never know
One accomplishment won't be enough Just one thing, no matter how tough So I strive forward harder and harder And my dreams get larger and larger
I was wondering, and have been alot lately about what makes accomplishments important. Kind of as a phylisphoical question. It is the kind of thing that I have been thinking about a lot lately. I have been noticing more and more questions pop into my head, even the occasional doubt about my religion. It just feels weird looking at what I base everything on. I know exactly what it should be, and then I know exactly what it is, and seeing what it is the strife for simply one more accomplishment is weird. I wouldn't say that it is eating me away or driving me into a pit or anything, but it still feels wrong. So anyway, ironically I think that it would be the braver thing for me to give up on breaking the 4:51 time I set for myself this season. I don't need it, and I know I can break it next season, besides when I think about it I need a break. Oh, and thesbian innitiation is next week...sickness >>.<<
StevenSythe · Wed May 14, 2008 @ 05:39am · 0 Comments |