love, it is the strongest feeling in the world. It makes hearts race, and stops others from beating. God it has been so long since i have truly loved anyone, and now it seems that once again my "emotional wall" has been broken, and my heart is at risk once more. The only thing is i am frightened. Frightened that he does not love me the way i do him. How can you ever really be sure of these things? now it seems i have just come from his company, he embraced me and my feelings yet i am still not quite sure if he meens to return them. I know i love him more then i have ever loved anyone. my mind swims in the thought of him, my dreams are always of him now it seems. I even close my eyes and i see his. Th truth is...i really don't know how much more hiding of feelings i can take ... he knows i love him...i have told him many times...but does he feel remotly the same? I i fear if i do not know his answer soon my mind heart and soul will explode. God i love him so much as to the poiint i am in tears over him. What can i do to ever know his real feelings? well i am going on and on...feelings turned to ratings. i will let all those who actually read this to...go and dwell maybe you can answer soome of my questions...who knows. well im off for now love and hope to all...goodbye for only god knows when we shall meet again, adiue adiue parting is such sweet sorrow that i shall say goodbye till it be morrow
heart catherine
aDaRkErMoOn · Tue Aug 16, 2005 @ 05:37am · 2 Comments |