So, recently my girlfiend broke up with me. I felt... relieved. I gues it's because I liked someone else and lost interest in her. But a few days later I started to feel depressed about it. I don't know why, it might have been all the couples that seem to be around me.
The girl I liked, or I should say "thought" I liked has shown some interest in me, but I'm not sure. She did say she liked me once. I'm too afraid to ask again. Plus I'm not entirely ready to start dating again.
My feelings seem to betray me most of the time. I have no clear idea on what I feel or how I should feel. I don't know if that makes me right in the head or if this is the reality of life. I sure wish I knew.
This seemed like a nice place to rant. No one ever visits or anything anyway. Nice and private, without me even wanting it to be. Haha
I just wanted to add that work is also stressing me out... The only reason I got it was so I could have money so I could do things with my girlfriend... well that turned out well didn't it?
Same for my car. I have everything I could need to do what I want... but what's the point?
Atra Nox · Mon Jun 09, 2008 @ 09:34am · 1 Comments |