Today I've been doing a lot of thinking. I realized that I have nothing much to look forward to. That is why it seems like these days are long and endless. I am uninspired to do anything and I just go through the day. Thinking nothing of it.
So what is one to do? I've come to terms that I may never be truly happy and I am fine with that. So why settle? Well, I've decided to live for myself for a while. I'm not really interested in anyone at the moment. Which has been a while since I wasn't.
I guess I thought the only way to have a purpose was to have someone to love me. But There are other ways. I may not like it, but I have to find something else other than romance... for now.
I think that'll I try to stay single for a while. I'm not entirely ready to start dating again anyway. Besides, maybe something will happen and I'll snap out of this emotional coma.
Atra Nox · Tue Jun 10, 2008 @ 09:24am · 0 Comments |