I had just watched the movie 'A Beautiful Mind' yesterday and I just have one word about it: WOW! It is truely an amazing movie that is the biography of one man's life. Of coarse, it is a true story. It is about a man who is a math prology that suffers from being paranoid and is a schitsophrenic. He ends up writing a book and winning a Nobel Award. It is truely amazing everything he had to conquer in his life and how far he took himself. I recommend everyone to see it.
I also got to see another episode of Azumanga Douih. It is pretty good too. I like the humor in it. Kagura still reminds me of Amber and I. I can not help but laugh any time I see her on the screen, because each time she is acting like Amber and I.
I can not believe it! My little sister accually e-mailed me. It is one of those post-card thingees from Neopets.
It stinks, I just read that Bush is planning to keep our military in Iraq for four more years. I hate that b*****d. I know I would not vote for him if my life depended on it. All he cares about are the rich people, as do all republicans. They want to keep the rich rich and the poor poor. And no one seemed to understand why I am anti-Bush. Nader would have been a better president than Bush. I am not joking at all.
No one is on MSN Messenger. That sucks big time!
Grandma had to work yesterday. She never works on weekends, so that was something different. It was just Grandpa, Poochie, and me. I had to walk George, but other than that I stayed around all day.
My grandpa was not doing so good yesterday. He was just plain worn out. He did not have enough energy to even go up to the pool. I worry about him. He seemed a little grumpy today too. He said he did not get enough sleep, but still. I guess when your eighty you lived long enough and get the right to be tired.
I have been being kind of lazy lately. I know that I should finish the book I am reading and I should be writing the one I am working on. But, I know in two weeks, as soon as I get home, everything is going to be different. School will be starting, I will be in a much different school than I am now, I will be going to school with some of my cousins that live in my new school district, I am moving in with my dad, I will not get to see my current friends as much, I still have some packing to do to move my stuff from my mom's to my dad's, my two cousins are moving in to my mom's, I do not have my cat any longer, I will have to pay for a cell phone. It just seems that everything is moving so quickly. Summer has come and is about gone. The warm Florida sun is going to be replaced by a cool Ohio fall. As soon as September third comes, I will step on that Southwest plane and there is no turning back. I can not say, "well, I changed my mind and I decided I liked everything the way it is". Life does not work out that way. Even though I know that, there is still some disbelief that all of this is happening. I have been trying for three whole years, and something is finally happening. There were times when I told myself I could not, but in the end, that is all I wanted for three years. Then I look in the past and it is hard to believe that all those drug problems happened around me without me noticing anything, the alcohol comsumption that I thought was normal in every house for the longest time, the lies which I always seemed to believe. I am sure that everyone has heard that the families tend to deny to themselves the problems that happen about it. I am still trying to figure out if I was denying--- or if I really did not notice a thing. I want to believe that I only figured it out when my older sister, Ashley, told me. But I could have known everything without realizing it. It never happened in front of me, but inside did I know what was going on? Am I really that blind around my surroundings? Or am I just naive and stubborn to admit to everything? Those are just some of the thoughts that have been surrounding me these past few days.
It seems as though I have a lot of time, so I have been getting really bored lately. So that is why I have been thinking so much.
With all my thinking, I thought up something that seemed to make some sense to me: Everyone is exactly the same, but completely different. What I mean by it is that we are all the same by our basic needs, how we came to earth, and our DNA is the same way constructed (how it is made up, not all the little things that make us look like who we are and what our health is like). However, everyone is completely different with how we look, feel, react to things, believe in things, and many other factors. But that's just another thought I came up with. Maybe it just makes sense right now because I feel half way asleep.
America Online is not working for me again, it stinks that bad. This is why I completely dispise America Online so much. I wanted to talk to Amber a little tonight through Gaia, but I do not think that is going to work out so great. I guess swearing at this stupid computer is not doing to good for me. I just want to post this in my Journal! Is that so much to ask for? I would not think so, but AOL obviously is not going to sign me on. I am willing to try one more time, but after that, I have had it. It dials, then suddenly stops or it continues until it makes this loud shrilling noise. I hate it so much. I WANT TO KILL AOL SO MUCH! I hope they crash and burn in the stock market one day and lose all thier money. That is why I love Roadrunner, it accually works when you want it to! You don't even need to go through the hassle of dailing up.
My alarm clock says two twenty-five PM. I need to reset it still from when the power went off.
I miss all my friends already! As soon as I get to Crestline I have to Amber! I miss her more than anyone in Crestline.
We made krautrenzins today. They are so good, but they take all day to make.
My dad is coming in three days, September twenty-fourth. He has to go to some meeting up in Punta Verde near Jacksonville before he comes down to Lakeland. Then, he will stay here a night then go down to his friend's house near Tampa and visit for a day. After that, he will come back to Lakeland and we will go to Orlando to get on the plane a few days after he gets back from his friend's house.
It was my Oma's birthday today. I called her on my grandparents cell phone. She turned seventy today. Really though, she does not seem that old. She still acts like she is in her fifties: she dances every Monday, sings all the time when she is cooking in the kitchen, still has a job cleaning houses, and is always full of energy until she sits down to watch Big Brother and Dr. Phil.
I had to walk George today, which once again, is no surprise. He was being stubborn as ever.
I also went swimming today, and my face had got dried up again really bad. My skin just must be very sensitive to the clorine right now. I have to use Aloe Vera plus Vitamine E lotion on my face over five times a day so my face does not get to dried out as it has been the last couple days.
Love,
Kelsey
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