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Well, summer is drawing to a close and the fall semester is looming before us. I just moved back into my dorm yesterday, and I found that the residents of my dorm are made almost entirely of freshman, which leads me to this question, where the heck did everyone else go?! Granted, I know that one of my friends got an apartment across from campus. It's actually a pretty sweet deal and if it weren't for the fact that I'd go insane living by myself, I'd get one. Now, I suppose that I could get an apartment and get a roommate, but I don't see that happening. You see, I have the kind of personality that would most likely end up driving anyone insane if they are exposed to it for too long. It takes a strong person to put up with me sometimes. My problem is that I'm far too a**l. I like things in a certain order and if they are not in that order, I tend to get a little... upset. But, whaddya gonna do, right?

Have you ever gotten to the point where you are pretty much just going through the motions of living? I get up, I eat, I dress, I work and I sleep. I just feel like I'm missing something... like action, or excitement, or anything other than the regular droll that I usually do. But, on the other hand, I'm really not sure if there is really anything else to living. I mean, I'm pretty much covering the basic needs of all humans. Food, shelter, companionship of some sorts. It's all pretty much right there.

Well, anyway, I think I'll just end here. There is work to be done and unfortunately no one else around to do it besides me.