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Wow... Going on about 40 hours of no sleep now... Strange... I can feel how tired and exhausted my body is, and yet my will prevents me from sleeping, and so I type away in my journal, or on forums, or write silly poems, or play silly games, or listen to my music... Anything it takes apparently to keep me awake. *heavy sigh* I estimate that if I stay awake any longer, my friends are going to yell at me, telling me to go to bed and get some sleep, wondering why I'm doing this to myself. Well, I can tell you one thing: At first, it was because I didn't want to go to bed alone, but now... Now I can feel it's different somehow. Like my will absolutely refuses to let me sleep, and it's getting a little weird. See, after about 30 hours of no sleep, I start to hallucinate. Fun fun... Well, it's going on 40 HOURS of no sleep, so needless to say, I am hallucinating more regularly. They're not full blown hallucinations per se, but merely little fleeting movements out of my periph, such as a towel blowing because of the vent, or colors starting to blend together... Things like that... Funny thing is, I have the strangest feeling it's going to be the same tomorrow night too, which means that I will effectively have stayed up 72 hours... That is a record for me, my old record being around 41 hours, give or take, which I am damn close to beating right now. The upside with being an insomniac, or rather, ME being an insomniac is that I get crazy hyperactive moments, allowing me to type faster and apparently more accurate, say more random things, and talk with my Night Owl friends... Good times... I'm just waiting for everything to start bleeding together and have moments where I cannot remember what I was doing... I mean, I get those moments already anyways, but I'm talking whole periods of time where I have no idea what I'm doing, how I got there, or sometimes, who I'm even with and why... It's actually just surprising now that I'm not playing some Defense game on Starcraft right now, my usual late night haunt.... Now, it's Gaia!!! Hazzah!! I am addicted, I gotta tell ya... I may not post to every single forum and what not, but when you're on it more than away from your computer, or sleep for that matter, you've become addicted. >.> Candy Stix... Yum yum!! I haven't had those in so long that I decided to buy them today on meh way home from work. Gotta say, I'm uber looking forward to ripping open the box in a maddened fury of sugar craze to get to those white sweet sticks.... Wow, if that didn't sound perverted at all!! xd ... Anyways, yeah...

"1.21 gigawatts!" - Doc from Back to the Future

The Mighty Chimera-san (a.k.a. Jeff-kun)