There MIGHT be a door open (finally). Sadly though...it is something so far from what I want...it's ticking me off and upsetting me badly. I should stop thinking about it, since it's unlikely to happen. But if it does...I'm just really sick of people telling me to go through the door fast when it opens and here it is, an opening door, and it's entirely not what I want at all that I'm just going "WTH God? You're always asking me what I want, I tell you, and you give me the exact opposite? Does ANYTHING about my life matter to you?!"
ARRRRRRRRRRRG I'M GOING TO GO INSANE! SOMEONE JUST SHOOT ME ALREADY!
So sick and tired of not having ANYTHING my way. I can't even sleep the way I want dang it! How bloody retarded and messed up is that?!
 ScarredImage · Wed Sep 07, 2005 @ 07:23pm · 0 Comments |
