So now that I think of it I am kinda glad I have this thing because then I can say things and no one will see them and then chastise me for any of it. How ever all names are changed.
First off, just because I got married doesn't change who I am. I am the same obnoxious person I have always been, the same with the husband. So why does everyone ignore us? Why does it seem that no one wants to talk to us or anything?
I swear *Fred, we haven't hung out with you like before since the wedding almost 3 months, and every time you do come over you ignore us or think of something cleaver excuse to go away, or when we message you you don't message back, I'm not that stupid, I know you are with HIMor your [********] her the dirty ******** b***h that no one can stand. Yes I know a very fragile time is coming up, but really, do you think its a time to push your closest friends away? She wouldn't want you to do that.
Moving on to *Ashley...Really you say your not a skank, but you are...Yes I am jealous that you are having a baby, very jealous, everyone knows we want one, and think we deserve one, but really, you don't even know who the father is. You say you don't want to be home, but really that's where you should be, those people are going to help you the most through this.
*Bounce...I call you my best friend, but really why should I now? Where have you been? I attempted to see you while you were home and you never got back to me, so don't say I didn't make the effort. I know that you don't like the man I chose to spend the rest of my life with, but ya know what? To damn bad, just because you are jelous that I found someone doesn't give you right to hate them. And no offense I am so sick of this whole "vote Obama" s**t. Everything is Obama this and Obama that, I;m sick of it, and the lectures on voting, I made my choice on the facts that I learned in my US History classes, and it was MY decisions, not yours so stop telling me how to live my life. I also know that you keep saying that we don't need a baby, but ya know what again? My life, not yours. It is my DREAM to be a mother, to raise a child and I want to experience sooner then most. We may not be financially stable, but really, who is anymore? Not with this recession in our midst.
*Katie lately really, your just really aggravating the s**t outta me. Everyone has problems.your not the only one in the world. When we hang out all I hear about is those said problems, or we don't do a damn thing, because you hurt. It hurts to walk blah blah bullshit. Also what you went to see a nutritionist to talk about eating habits to help you lose weight...really, that lasted 10 minutes. Stop complaining about it and DO something. I know you don't want us to have a baby either, but really, we are going to have one eventually, so lay off it and get over it.
*Tabitha, I'm just convenient to you when you need someone to b***h at. Should be used to that, and a way...I am. So really I don't want to go with you, because honestly, your not worth my time, if I'm not worth yours anymore.
*Britney, Not wasting my time again either...
Things are so different now between us *Amanda. I don't know anything about you, everything feels different when we see each other. I also can't stand your boyfriend. I don't, he shouldn't do any of the s**t to you if he "loves" you. I just want to take you, shake you and SCREAM on the top of my lungs that I can't stand him, or anything he has done to you.
Get out of my life. You and I are not together anymore, stop creating drama with other people to get mad at me. I'm sorry I found the love of my life, so get over it. You broke up with me remember? I have sacrificed sooooooooooooooooo much for you and what did I get out of it? Jack s**t, nada, zilch, NOTHING! I had to drop out of school to keep a roof over our heads, to have hot water and electricity, I had to slave my a** off every ******** day at a job I ******** HATED with every fiber of my being, so when I came home, was the house clean, were the dishes done? No, guess who had to go and do that s**t? Yea me after again, slaving my a** off, and then you would get pissy at me? ******** OFF, you are the person here that possibly may piss me off the most. Get over yourself, stop seeking pity from EVVVVVERYONE around you and do something you say you are. Stay out of my life and try ******** it up all because you threw it all away. I am happy and you can't ruin it. Btw, you suck as a drummer....
There's so much more I want to say and scream and s**t. I've been thinking about all this s**t for a while and just had no way to rant it, write out. I'm one of those people that would rather write and avoid confrontation. This is my way of letting it all go, although sometimes I wish I could just SCREAM at every single one of them scrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeam my ******** head off, but I can't do that, I can't afford to loose some of these people, although, I think I already have...
First off, just because I got married doesn't change who I am. I am the same obnoxious person I have always been, the same with the husband. So why does everyone ignore us? Why does it seem that no one wants to talk to us or anything?
I swear *Fred, we haven't hung out with you like before since the wedding almost 3 months, and every time you do come over you ignore us or think of something cleaver excuse to go away, or when we message you you don't message back, I'm not that stupid, I know you are with HIMor your [********] her the dirty ******** b***h that no one can stand. Yes I know a very fragile time is coming up, but really, do you think its a time to push your closest friends away? She wouldn't want you to do that.
Moving on to *Ashley...Really you say your not a skank, but you are...Yes I am jealous that you are having a baby, very jealous, everyone knows we want one, and think we deserve one, but really, you don't even know who the father is. You say you don't want to be home, but really that's where you should be, those people are going to help you the most through this.
*Bounce...I call you my best friend, but really why should I now? Where have you been? I attempted to see you while you were home and you never got back to me, so don't say I didn't make the effort. I know that you don't like the man I chose to spend the rest of my life with, but ya know what? To damn bad, just because you are jelous that I found someone doesn't give you right to hate them. And no offense I am so sick of this whole "vote Obama" s**t. Everything is Obama this and Obama that, I;m sick of it, and the lectures on voting, I made my choice on the facts that I learned in my US History classes, and it was MY decisions, not yours so stop telling me how to live my life. I also know that you keep saying that we don't need a baby, but ya know what again? My life, not yours. It is my DREAM to be a mother, to raise a child and I want to experience sooner then most. We may not be financially stable, but really, who is anymore? Not with this recession in our midst.
*Katie lately really, your just really aggravating the s**t outta me. Everyone has problems.your not the only one in the world. When we hang out all I hear about is those said problems, or we don't do a damn thing, because you hurt. It hurts to walk blah blah bullshit. Also what you went to see a nutritionist to talk about eating habits to help you lose weight...really, that lasted 10 minutes. Stop complaining about it and DO something. I know you don't want us to have a baby either, but really, we are going to have one eventually, so lay off it and get over it.
*Tabitha, I'm just convenient to you when you need someone to b***h at. Should be used to that, and a way...I am. So really I don't want to go with you, because honestly, your not worth my time, if I'm not worth yours anymore.
*Britney, Not wasting my time again either...
Things are so different now between us *Amanda. I don't know anything about you, everything feels different when we see each other. I also can't stand your boyfriend. I don't, he shouldn't do any of the s**t to you if he "loves" you. I just want to take you, shake you and SCREAM on the top of my lungs that I can't stand him, or anything he has done to you.
Get out of my life. You and I are not together anymore, stop creating drama with other people to get mad at me. I'm sorry I found the love of my life, so get over it. You broke up with me remember? I have sacrificed sooooooooooooooooo much for you and what did I get out of it? Jack s**t, nada, zilch, NOTHING! I had to drop out of school to keep a roof over our heads, to have hot water and electricity, I had to slave my a** off every ******** day at a job I ******** HATED with every fiber of my being, so when I came home, was the house clean, were the dishes done? No, guess who had to go and do that s**t? Yea me after again, slaving my a** off, and then you would get pissy at me? ******** OFF, you are the person here that possibly may piss me off the most. Get over yourself, stop seeking pity from EVVVVVERYONE around you and do something you say you are. Stay out of my life and try ******** it up all because you threw it all away. I am happy and you can't ruin it. Btw, you suck as a drummer....
There's so much more I want to say and scream and s**t. I've been thinking about all this s**t for a while and just had no way to rant it, write out. I'm one of those people that would rather write and avoid confrontation. This is my way of letting it all go, although sometimes I wish I could just SCREAM at every single one of them scrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeam my ******** head off, but I can't do that, I can't afford to loose some of these people, although, I think I already have...
