Alone
I cry, I cry and no one hears. My tears they fall in silent spheres. I sit alone in pain and doubt. I need you here I need you now. The pain is much it makes me think. The thoughts are bad I fear to sleep. The thoughts go back to years ago when pain was solved with cold metal. I see it in my dresser drawer. I stop myself and hope I hold. I wait for sleep and dreams to come, though there bad they cause less pain. I shake and scream and look around and once again I’m all alone.
Once again I see the drawer closer now then once before. I feel the coolness of the blade, once again my will sways. I promised it would be the last but my mind travels far and fast. My thoughts are dark, my vision red; fearing death but wanting pain I touch the sharpened blade again. Thoughts go back to long ago to a promise made in less sorrow. I stop a moment to think it through, my mind fights over what to do. I need you here I need you now, trapped inside my dark sorrow.
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