I want to tell him, but everytime it comes around I just lose it and talk about something else besides the feelings that I have for him. And I'm being honest. I really want to, but I don't know how to go about it. I feel really freakin pathetic.
But it's just that I don't know how to tell him that I really truly like him. Everytime the oppurtunity comes around evevrything just shuts down with me. That's why at lunch there was that awkward silence between us and we changed the subject.
He does the same thing, too. It's like... I don't know... like we know what's wrong, but just can't come out with it to each other and just leave it locked up hoping that the day comes when we can tell each other and it won't be too late.
That's the truth. And we both know it.
Xxlena XDxX · Thu Sep 18, 2008 @ 07:19am · 0 Comments |