Hmmm... haven't written in this thing in forever it seems.... I think I'll write one just for the hell of it.
Well right now I'm more than slightly depressed, my mom is making my life a living hell and it just keeps getting worse as I get older, my little half-sister is turning into the mirror image of her other half-sister who just happens to be a total b***h, and she's taking all her crap out on me, I'm grounded from having a life and condemned to my bedroom from now until god knows when, I've not been able to talk to the one person in this world I do ACTUALLY wish to talk to, my other best friend has begun to piss me off and I wish they would just back off and give me some space,and to top it all off, the other day I realized that I haven't got but a few friends when I had thought that I'd had many. Every single person but my best friends Johno and Amanda, and maybe a few others,would turn their back on me if that's what someone more popular told them to do... none of them are actual.... true friends. There are very few people in my life right now who actually know how I'm feeling. More people would know if they took the time to read my journal entries but I have a feeling few do so this whole entry is probably pointless. If you read this, leave me a comment telling me you did. I want to see how many of my friends do it.
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