Hola!!
Welcome to my first ever Random Thought. It's my hope that this journal will help me discover more people out there who think the way I do, maybe make some new friends, and enrich the minds of others. Do I claim to be right all the time? Do I believe that everyone should agree with me? Hell no. I'm probably one of the dumbest ******** on the face of this planet. These thoughts aren't truth, their just random thoughts I find interesting.
I think the first random thought I'll post is something that Christianity tried to teach me years ago, and I'm only now coming to understand. Why couldn't Christianity teach me this? Hell if I know, but I guess I always was kinda stubborn, often needing the hard way to teach me things.
The lesson simply is this: the memory endures. I'm finally learning just what it means to have regrets. It means that your life goes on, you have other things to do, but the memory is always there. The memories will always remain as everlasting testaments to everything you've done, both right and wrong.
This makes forgiveness very difficult. How does one forgive themselves for their mistakes when they'll never forget them? That's a question I can't answer just yet, and maybe I never will be able to. If, however, the answer ever comes to me, I'll let ya'll know. This s**t just comes to me at random.
That's about it for now. Next time I think of something, and can get to the library to use a computer, I'll post. Hope you guys enjoyed this first post. Leave your comments if you have any (either good or bad, I don't care). Till next time, boys and girls, I leave you with the moral of this post:
"For fun, I wake up every morning without guilt or regret about what I did the day before." -- Author unknown.
Any time you have a choice to make (and that's very very VERY often in life), don't forget that you won't forget whatever you choose. Make sure it's something you won't mind remembering for the rest of your life, 'cause you probably will.
 NsomniAna · Tue Oct 04, 2005 @ 01:10am · 1 Comments |
