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ok lately people have been asking me to spend the night at there place. a sleep over. but sadly i just don't care to do such things, i think they are bother-some and to much a hassel to do. i have to pack up all my s**t to get to their place then when it's over i have to carry my stuff down a hill on a bus then onto another bus then walk 2-3 blocks to get home that is if my parents or friend won't give me a ride cuz i don't drive or i have to clean up like crazy and just end up watching movies and talking about stuff that we had already talked about earlier that morning that afternoon and then again that night cuz we don't have much else to talk about. also when it's at my place there really isn't that much to do, at least nothing that would be fun or to actually keep us entertained for a while, yeah we have some game systems but thats boring and sadly my friends just go on the computer which is just a waste of time to me cuz they can do that at their own house which makes me feel like i shouldn't have invited them over at all. when it's finally the next day i can't wait to leave because i was so bored....and restless just trying to keep myself entertained. or i just can't wait for them to leave so i can feel at peace and not have to worry if they are bored or unhappy. Or when i'm staying at my friends place i feel like there is just not enough room for me to sleep or that there's something bothering me and i don't want to upset my friend so i keep quite about even though i know they would be understanding. Now if it was like a 3 to 5 person sleep over then i don't mind it at all cuz it actually feels like a real sleep over, a party, can't get bored cuz there will be somebody else there to keep me going and happy. the more people the marrier right? if their was someone i didn't like going then i won't go or the fact that other people will be there makes it ok. I guess what i'm saying is i hate sleep over where it's just me or a friend. Now if it's a party then i don't mind at all. I should tell all my friends this that way some of them will stop asking me to stay the night and not waste mine or their time. I hate sleep overs ...... sorry if i hurt anyones feelings about what i wrote but this is how i feel and sadly you'll just have to get over it or deal with it and start having a lot more parties that are sleep over optional. also i don't like sleep overs where it me and my friend and her boyfriend, i don't like being the third person who ends up watching such couple make out or make love dovey face at each other all day/night long. That pisses me off and waste's my time. ok i'm done i feel better getting this out.
p.s. their is actually one person i don't care doing a just you and me sleep over this girl knows who she is, she keeps me entertained hardly ever bored and is just great to hang out with, i've known her forever and we have some much in common that i can't help but be will to put up with the dragging me s**t to her place. please let me know what you think, i don't really care, you can tell me i'm a beep or whatever but be honest.