I might look for a box cutter later....i hate being here....Thanksgiving is the day you are supposed to be thankful but I'm not....I don't know anyone here....I hate it....I want to be with my friends....I want to be home in my room not using someone elses computer even though it's much better than mine.....I want to talk to my friends and have real conversations not sit here and stare at a computer screen while I hear people outside the door either talking about the past, the present or if it is my mother grandmother and aunt: they talk about me....I hate it when they do that....they talk about me sometimes as if I wasn't there and I hate it....I feel bad because they make it seem like I am some hopeless case or something and I want to die.....only one friend can stop me from getting the cutter but until them I'm ready to do anything in the privacy of my writing or my mind.....
Vegnasin · Thu Nov 24, 2005 @ 09:12pm · 1 Comments |