Life has so many twists and turns so why should i even bother with it? No one sees me. It's like i'm invisible. I feel ignored, unloved, and completley unwanted. If i died tomarrow i dout anyone would miss me and why should they. If i'm not good enough to be noticed then how am i good enough to live? Would i be missed? Would anyone think of me? Would anyone even remember who i was? I don't think so but that's nothing new to me. I'm used to it. Used to be forgotten and ignored. The question is what now. What will happen tomarrow? Will things ever change? I guess i'll never really know for sure.....
This is a part from the story that i'm writing called Playing the Game. it's about a girl named kiersten who's family is falling apart. her mom is a drug addict and her dad is never there so she's left by herself to take care of her sister Rianne. The story starts when kiersten's mom ships her off to a mental hostpial when kiersten tells her mom the truth about something her mom asks. While there kiersten meets a boy named Casey who she ends up really liking. Later you find out that kiersten has a really bad problem with cutting and Casey really tries to help her with it. The story is written from the perspective of Kiersten writing in a journal that the hostpital provides. And yes for anyone who might be wondering this is kind of based off of things that actually happend to me. Hope you like it let me know what you think.
ginxxed · Mon Jul 13, 2009 @ 05:29am · 0 Comments |