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Well after a week, I dont know yet what to feel anymore. Its not like this of me at all though. But I deserve what I have earned. I didnt want to cause anything, I never did. I just couldnt control my emotions. Heh, this is very typical of me. I cant help but show how I feel. But again, to those people. I wont forgive myself for causing grief to both of you. I know that after awhile you guys work it out. No doubt in my mind that you will. But as for me, its like I always said. 'No one can control love or life. We just live as well as we can, and let it take its course' And this applies to my heart as well. Well, I dont know, I guess this is my punishment for being foolish and pathetic as to stoop that low. Well now, for hurting, I'm a professional...